FILLER
.Noah's POV
The next morning I woke up and went downstairs to start up some coffee. As I was watching a TV series, Eleanor comes walking down. My eyes drift to her as she approaches me wearing a red long sleeved shirt and black shorts.
"Hey" I nod but she just walks around the island countertop til she reaches me. "I don't wanna keep believing in something that's dead. Why are you tipping me off into thinking we can be more? " I roll my eyes and turn my back to her. "Eleanor, I'm not tipping you off to anything. You're doing it perfectly by thinking we'll be that happy couple again...We're never gonna be them." I walk around her to the coffee pot as she stands beside me.
"Why are you so bitter now? " I turn the heat off before pouring some into my mug. "I'm not bitter, I'm honest.
Eleanor, you came to me... I never intended to go back with you." I felt bad after I said that, I didn't mean it in the way she'll take it. "I'm sorry " I set my mug down and hug her tightly.
She hugs me back and runs her fingers in circles on my back. "I understand why you feel the way you do." She says pulling away. "I'm trying Eleanor, I really am... it's just so f*cking painful and such a mess." She was nodding as I put my hand above her head on the wall.
She looks up at me with sadness all over her face as I take my free hand and cup her right cheek. "You're always gonna be my angel." A tear fell from her glassy eyes right before I kiss her passionately. Her small hands wrap around my neck as I pick her up and set her down on the countertop.
"I'm so f*cking addicted to you now." I mumbled as she pulls my hair slightly. "That's love, Noah" she still wants me to believe in that stupid four lettered word. I promised myself I won't believe it so I'm gonna keep it.
"No Eleanor, you're in love with the thought of love, but love itself is a f*cking lie." I kiss her harder, making her lean back and wrap her legs around my waist. "I'm in love with you, Noah" she can't be, it's not right.
"Don't ever say that to me again. I'm you're lover or master...,You are my lover and forever my angel." We kiss again before Amanda comes down to the kitchen to make breakfast...
AT THE BEACH
"I know I hurt you so badly, Noah and I don't exspect you to forget that... but can you forgive me? I promise you, Noah I want to be with you." I sit with my knees up to my chest as the waves crash against the warm sand below us. "Eleanor, you ask a f*ck of a lot of requests. I wanna fix what we destroyed and make it a masterpiece. We're better off alone but almost can't live without each other, we're heartbroken by the sight of each other but are so desperate for touch and feeling.... we're never gonna work." I said as we both stare out at the ocean. I know she didn't want to hear that, but it's the truth.
"We've been through so much together and.... I just want you back." She cries as I grab her hand. "We have, but it doesn't fix this either." She knows I'm righ about this.
Eventually we leave the beach and head home......
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Kingdom Of Cards chpt 4 N.S. story Bad Omens
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