Maya
i know i shouldnt have just run out on Carina, it was a bad idea, something old Maya would do. My world had just come crashing down. by habit, i found myself at the station. while i was here, may as well work out. i went up to the gym and started jumping rope. My phone rang. Carina. i hit decline and turned it over on the bench.
I let everything from my child hood replay through my head. everything my father did and said. i flinch at the memories. and then i think about Maddie. Sweet little Maddie.
She was such a happy kid from what i remembered. quiet, but happy. I tried to come around as often as i could, but she was 4 when i went to the olympics. so i was pretty busy in her early years. then i was focused on moving forward. she was in kindergarten when i started the fire academy. the last time i saw her she was 10, playing soccer and swimming. she was quite the little athlete. last i heard, it was just soccer. i tried to follow along as best i could, not in a creepy way, but she was my sister. according to an article last year, Maddie and some other girl were the first 2 freshmen to ever make the varsity soccer team. all signs pointed to a well adjusted kid. so i stayed out of it. i did frame that article though... its in my office. along with a picture of little Maddie and i at the london olympics. i was holding her, she was holding my medal. we both looked happy. when she was little, she followed me around like a little puppy. if we were closer in age, it might have been annoying but we had a nearly 2 decade age gap, so it was cute.
i was lost in thought when i looked at the clock i realized i'd been jumping rope for nearly an hour. my thoughts just kept coming, with every jump: maddie. dad. dad & maddie. dad screaming. maddie cowering behind me. dad throwing a glass at the wall. maddie crying. dad yelling. maddie crawling into my bed with a tear streaked face and that little bear. jump. jump. jump.
Maddie holding onto my hand begging me not to go as i got ready to leave for the fire academy. crying. dad yelling and tearing her away while she screamed for me not to go.
"Shit" i mutter as i trip. my legs had given out after too much jumping. i stay on the floor of the gym for a little bit, catching my breath. i sit up and grab my phone. 3 missed calls from Carina. Shit.
"Maya it has been hours! i was worried you got hit by a car!" Carina's worried voice comes through the phone.
"Car im sorry. i lost track of time. i wound up at the station. any chance you want to come pick me up? ill shower so im clean for you" i added that last bit with as much sass as i could in my tired state.
"Oh mio dio, davvero, Maya..." she continued to mumble at me exasperatedly in italian.
"is that a yes?"
"Si, bambina, i'm on my way" she sighed
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i run down the stairs after showering, like a good captain, i have plenty of spare clothes in my office.
i smile when i see carina pull up, i hop in her car. and lean in to kiss her.
"im sorry. you're right. im sorry. my dad was abusive. i didnt want to see it. im sorry i pushed you away. im sorry carina. im sorry, i love you. im sorry-" i ramble on and on until she shuts me up by kissing me.
"bambina, im not mad, i was worried." she says softly
"let's get home and i'll show you how sorry i am" i say seductively.
she smiles, and we head home.
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about a week has gone by since i had my little breakdown. Carina and i are planning a vacation. i dont know when i last took a vacation. maybe never.
"Carina" i say sitting up in bed.
"Si bambina?" she sits up too, hearing my tone.
"i want to find my sister. will you help me? i failed mason, and ive failed maddie all this time, but i dont want to fail her any more. once i let myself accept hat my dad did wasnt okay, i just cant stop thinking of maddie in that house."
"what do you mean find her, shes a kid, shes at home, si?"
"i dont think so. when i went by on her birthday, she wasnt there. something tells me she goes out of her way to not be home." i ramble on, Carina looks at me with concern. i tell her all about the onslaught of repressed memories from the stupid day with jump rope. she looks at me with that adorable crinkle in her eye brow. "what?" i ask after a few minutes of silence
"what do you want to do when we find your sister?" she says with a smirk
"i dont know, we have the extra room..." i trail off. the thought had crossed my mind, having maddie move in. i dont know what the best way forward is, but i dont like the idea of her staying in that house.
"si bambina you do." i notice her distinction. i do. i said we. i bite my lower lip.
"move in with me." i say, more as a statement than a question.
"Maya-"
"im serious, move in with me. i want to do this, but i want to do it with you" i look at her. i cup her face in my hands. "move in with me"
"bambina..." she says hesitantly. i look at her with my best puppy dog eyes. "maya... are you sure"
"i've never been more sure of anything in my life" i hold her gaze
"yes"
"yes?"
"yes bambina i will move in with you" she laughs. i kiss her. and i kiss her some more.
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little love
Fanfictionwhat if maya bishop had a little sister, that she left behind? as maya realizes all the ways her father abused her in her youth, she can't help but wonder what happened to her little love. maddie is in high school now and works hard to get by. she...