Raven-haired was worried as Grey-haired wasn't picking up his calls he was continuously cursing himself "why did I let him go when I knew that he is hurt he can harm himself if he is alone damn it fuck me hyung he is not in his house what should I do now?" He growls at brown-haired
"What If he is mad at you?" He asked "it's ok I can hear him shouting at me but not seeing him right now probably kill me do something?" He said getting desperate "what can I do no no mr.lee right do you ca--" he was cut off by his sudden shouts "DAMN IT how can I forget him I love you hyung ok bye" he said and started to walk out while calling Mr.lee
"Hello?" Mr.lee greets "it's me jungkook where is taehyung?" He asked "Why you don't know?" He asked "no plz tell me where is he?" He told him because Grey-haired wasn't fine and he is worried for him he also knows only Raven-haired can confront him right now while Raven-haired put location on navigation and rushes to his apartment
He arrived there he entered in Mr.lee told him room no. too so it was easy for him to ask for floor he rang the bell but no response he did two three times but no one speak from in he was already out of his mind he did again and getting annoyed Grey-haired opened the door and looks at him with serious yet tired face Raven-haired smile slightly
"dont bell again I don't wanna talk to anyone right now" he said and push the door but Raven-haired put hand on it stopping him from closing the door as he pushed it open and face him almost hovering over his petite figure "I told you I don't wann-" he got cut by Raven-haired "why weren't you picking up my 100 of calls TAEHYUNG?"
"You know how much I got worried you just can't turn your phone off and get vanish whenever you want to do taehyung? I was mislaying my mind and again you are on your illness saying that I don't wanna talk to anyone ok don't it's your possible course of action but atleast don't get cease to visible why do you disturb me so much Taehyung?"
"When I disturb you why do you care about me?" He said with frown Raven-haired took a long deep breath locking the door he held his wrist taking him in he gently made him sit on a couch falling to one's knees as he held his both hands how sweet of him
"I'm sorry but tell me isn't it too wrong to get deactivated hm? you left stressed and hurt from there i thought you might hurt yourself i was having negative feelings sweetheart" he said politely "then why do you let me go from there then?" He said Raven-haired were out of words "you was angry hun so i--" he just kept quiet then spoke "so do you eat something?"
"I know no let me cook for you" He offers changing the topic making Grey-haired more angry "now don't act like nothing happened ok you yourself told me about my freaking reality and now you are acting like nothing bad had happened?" He said angrily
"I know but you just need to leave it on me honey I'll make it right" he said "wow are you my dad or something I see my dad also doesn't care about the who are you to me?" He asked "a savior or My God?" He asked mocking Raven-haired
"Taehyung i know you are angry but trust me nothing bad will happen I assure you that just forget about it" He said "how it is so easy for you to say just forget it I mean how will you feel that someone from your house wants to kill you and you had a step brother and you don't know you had him ok understandable that you are a mafia it's easy for you to handle but I'm not"
"I am both mentally and physically weak in such a matters i-i just can't forget the truth which you threw on my face in the morning by now" he said as he started to sob "i-i always wanted a pure love f-from my broken family I don't know that it'll bring me to an e-end" he said sniffing on every word making Raven-haired to feel extremely bad
He stood up embracing his fragile figure close to himself "i-i think I'm just a fun for everyone my happiness,my feelings,my rage everything is just fun f-for everyone that's why I feel low in friendships" he stated Raven-haired caressed his back "cry as much you want,take everything out which is inside of you which you bounded together today,yesterday or even years ago say it to me i'll listen to you I am all ears for you honey"
"I-i feel dejected im just so done don't try to save me they are trying to kill me let me di-" Grey-haired voiced out in his hurtful voiced like a slow whispers Raven-haired hold got tight on his "Listen taehyung I'll be alive or they'll die otherwise I don't care about anyone anyways it just you so mind your words it effects me to the core of my heart"
Grey-haired said nothing he got calm when Raven-haired felt his body leaning to him completely he pulls back and face his pretty boy his head was bowed down with the cute frown while sleeping looking cute yet so vulnerable he kisses his forehead and picks him up laying him on his bed he puts comforter on him
"You are a light slumber but what happened to you today honey please don't get sick" he was worried as his colour was turning red and temperature high he went to kitchen he got a call "he landed in korea" Brown-haired said "grab him do anything but grab him"
'I'm gonna kill him'
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