The Sacrificial Lamb Looks Tasty (Alastor x Reader)

Chapter 22: You can join me when you're ready. 🍋

Quick Note: Content warning for this chapter specifically. Discussions and actions of self-harm involved as well as sexual activity. If you'd prefer to skip this chapter, I'll post a synopsis in the next one that will cover the main plot points while glossing over the details of the difficult conversation. But if not... have fun you sinners!

Nothing I could've done and nothing I did changed the outcome. He still died early at his own hand. Nothing I did mattered. This makes me so fucking angry.

My teeth are clenched together and without explaining I grab Alastor's staff and start walking towards the group of three. Alastor didn't seem to put up much resistance when I went for his staff, I wonder if he's curious. I'm finally close enough for the three demons to notice. Interesting how even though I recognize the one, they all look like some type of dog.

My dad finally takes notice of me. "The fuck you want?" He asks. He truly doesn't remember me. Alastor was telling the truth. But I fucking remember him. I don't know why, but all I can think of are the lyrics to Heaven nor Hell by Volbeat.

((In case you're curious... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEN3mQ0ql30))

"Well, I've heard that the Devil's walking around,
I sold my soul way down in the dirt,
But stole it back and forever in debt,

And for a moment I don't even care,
Until I felt his breath at my neck,
And maybe even you can feel it too,
He's on a strike and looking at you,

Holding onto his words, but baby,
I saw an angel become the Devil,
Still they look pretty good hand in hand,
Well, baby, I don't need any of them,
Heaven nor Hell,"

I only go through the first few lyrics through Alastor's microphone and that's all it takes to get the three under my control. Gold tinted eyes waiting for my command.

"Little lamb? What are you doing?" I can hear Alastor questioning me. He doesn't sound upset or concerned; he sounds curious.

I'm too angry, I don't have time to respond to Alastor right now. With the three of them under my control, I look at the other two that I do not have any connection to. I point at the handguns strapped to their belts and they understand, pulling them out and getting them ready.

I point at my dad, making both handguns point towards his head. My dad just stands there, unphased. I know it's because he doesn't understand what's going on, but just watching him stand in front of me is making me even more pissed.

"Fire." I command. Both handguns shoot at the same time. Blood splatters in every direction. I know I need a shower after this. I put my hand down and both handguns were lowered at the same time. I look down at my dad, he's not moving. I don't think he's going to get back up. I'm not sure where sinners go after they die again, but he's definitely not here anymore.

I turn my back and start walking towards Alastor. As I get a safe distance away, I surrender my hold on the two remaining demons. I know they're confused, seeing him dead on the ground. But they just being laughing. Obviously, the loss doesn't mean much for them either.

I'm finally standing in front of Alastor; he still hasn't said a word. I think it's finally settling in. The actions I just performed. I just killed someone. I just killed my dad!

I put my hands on my head, I can feel my heartbeat quickening. I'm holding onto my hair like I'm insane and looking at the ground in front of me. "I murdered him." I say loud enough for Alastor to hear.

I feel both of Alastor's hands on each side of my face and look up at him. His hold on me is firm but not rough. He pulls me towards him and into an extremely passionate kiss. This feels great, and I feel a little more at ease. But the timing of this feels a little off. Also, I'm surprised he would do something like this out in public. There are so many times he tells me to keep things a secret. I didn't think he'd want others to know how he feels about me.

When I pull away, I notice we're not in the street anymore, we're back in my hotel room. I wonder when we got here. Maybe he didn't share this intimate moment in public.

"There's something about seeing your power in action." Alastor explains, still holding one hand on my cheek. "Watching you easily manipulate those around you." The way he's looking at me is something. Before, he was curious. Now he's confident in how he feels and what he wants. It's... pretty sexy. Is it bad that he can make me feel this way after I committed such a crime? Is it a crime here? I should be more upset, but I'm not. At least not anymore.

Alastor leans in for another kiss, but I put my finger in his way to stop him. "I should really take a shower before this continues." I explain with a little smile. I would really like to get this blood off me.

"Hm, fine." Alastor stands up and walks away. He didn't seem to argue much with me. "I'll get the water running." Well, that's thoughtful! When I turn to look at him, he's taking his jacket off and folding it. What does he think he's doing? "You can join me when you're ready." I see him untying his bowtie as he disappears into the bathroom.

I'm frozen in place. Is he serious? I keep waiting for him to walk back out, but then I hear the shower start running. "No shit." I mutter quietly. Well, I'm not going to stand around much longer and miss out on this opportunity!

I walk in the bathroom while taking off every piece of clothing, almost tripping over my shorts in the process. Smooth. I can see his silhouette in the shower. I chuckle a little and pull the curtain back, but he's not there. "What the fuck?" But how?

I look back and forth between the shower curtain a few times and there's no sign of him. "Well, what the Hell?" I'm very confused as I step in the running shower. It's a bit disappointing, but I seriously do need a shower. At least I can get that done.

Before I can even reach for the body wash, I get spun around and pushed against the wall, held up to where I'm not even touching the ground. Alastor's a fucking magician. "Who's teasing who now?" I joke in an irritated tone.

Alastor chuckles, he has no problem holding me up. "I don't plan on teasing you for long." He says as he begins kissing my neck.

The moan just escapes my throat at his actions. He knows exactly what I like. "Good. I don't think I can wait." I say as I reach for his cock, running my hand up and down his shaft. It doesn't seem like he planned on waiting very long either.

I can tell he approves of my actions because it doesn't take long for him to move to the next step. It still takes me a little getting used to when I feel him enter me, but it doesn't take long for it to feel good. He's much more forceful than he was the first time. Not in an uncomfortable way, it feels amazing.

"Still the best." I jokingly moan. This got his attention, and he stopped kissing my neck, looking at me. Luckily, he didn't stop everything he was doing.

"I am to please." Alastor does have a good sense of humor.

I slightly laugh as I grab at his antlers and pull him to me for a passionate kiss. I have fun pulling him with his antlers, it's not something I've been able to ever do before.

I have a feeling this shower will be a bit longer than anticipated.