yeah i didn't know what to title this but basically colby snaps at you then feels bad?
colby's been busy lately, doing collabs with literally everyone, pre filming videos, meetings and all the editing, hes not spending much time with you and you feel upset about it. yeah he's busy, but he's kinda hurting your feelings
so it didn't surprise you when he came home super late. normally he'd give you a hug or a kiss but he just completely walked past you without a single word. he took his shoes off and stormed upstairs.
you go up to bed shortly after but colby's not there. you look around for him but find him editing on the computer.
"colby?" you whisper
"colby??" you say again louder this time but he can't hear you
"babe" you tap his shoulder and he finally hears you
"ugh what y/n" he says in a grouchy tone
"i- i thought you were coming to bed don't you have a meeting early tomorrow morni-"
"god damnit y/n i don't have a meeting tomorrow alright? just leave me the fuck alone" he snaps back then puts his attention back to the computer as you bite your lip to hold back tears
he let out a heavy sigh, you can tell that he regretted what he just said but it was too late. he looks back at you worriedly "y/n?" he says but you don't let him finish. you turn around and leave the room leaving colby to think about his words and how they made you feel. he never yells at you like this so it totally broke your heart.
you collapse into bed and start to cry and wipe away your own tears. what has gotten into him? what did i do?
you suddenly hear footsteps from down the hall so you pretend to sleep.
colby peaks his head through the door, he sees your red nose and closed puffy eyes and that makes him feel even more guilty. he quietly shuts the door and gets in bed behind you where he wraps his arms around you and pulls you in to cuddle. he inhales your scent before apologizing.
"i'm sorry y/n" he whispers but you don't reply "i didn't mean to snap at you babe" you remained quiet until a little sob escaped your lips, one that made his heart break. you didn't want to but you turn around in bed to hug colby back.
he wraps his arms around you and rubs your back as you cry into his shirt and he whispers apologies into your ear.
"i should've never snapped at you, i should've never said what i said, im sorry baby, i truly am"
you look back up at him with your bloodshot eyes
"awe don't cry baby" he whispered as he strokes your cheek
"i didn't want you to be tired tomorrow that's all, i didn't mean to make you upset"
he shook his head and ran his thumbs under your eyes as you cry
"i know babe, that was so considerate of you and i really appreciate it, you didn't know the meeting was canceled."
you look into his bright blue eyes and look away before saying something else
"and you didn't even talk to me when you got home, you just stormed upstairs. that was mean"
he nods and shuts his eyes before looking back at you
"i know, im sorry, things didn't go as planned today and im just stressed, i didnt mean to ignore you baby. i know i've been a dick recently and i'm so sorry y/n"
he finishes by pressing a kiss on your forehead. "do you forgive me?" he says softly wiping away your last few tears.
you tiredly nod and sniffle
"i was a jerk i know, let's get some sleep and we'll talk more about it in the morning yeah"
"okay" you whimper
"i love you" he says clearly before kissing your cheek one last time "so so much."
"i love you too, goodnight colby"
"goodnight" he mumbles
