anon request - in which you relapse, kat and colby help you | ⚠️ tw sh
the boys have been out all day, leaving you and kat home alone. you've been having urges again. you've been able to push through all week but today, you couldn't take it anymore
you sit on the bathroom floor sobbing quietly so kat can't hear. but your sobs weren't quiet enough
"y/n? you good bro?" kat asks from the other side of the door "you've been in there for like an hour.
you didn't respond. you were worried she'd hear you crying
"y/n?" she knocks on the door, but still doesn't get a reply. "i'm coming in."
her mouth drops when she sees your wrist. "y/n, girl" she pouted, kneeling down in front of you. "why didn't you say anything? i could've helped you"
"i- i thought you'd be upset with me" you cry
"oh girl," kat said softly, pulling you into a hug "why would i be upset over something you can't control?"
she let you cry into her chest for a few minutes until she spoke up again "you have to tell colby"
"b- but he's gonna be p-pissed at me" you stutter
"he loves you more than anything. he won't be mad i promise. he's gonna be worried and want to help you." she rubbed your back
"b-but i promised i-i wouldn't do it again" you cried
"hey it's okay. we will get you the help that you need alright? i promise you he won't be mad, just worried"
"c-can you s-stay here with me" you cry into kats chest
"im not going anywhere"
just then, colby spawns in the hallway and his expression dropped when he saw you and kat on the floor
he sprinted to the bathroom and kat looked up, you kept your head down
"what's wrong?!" he said worriedly
you slowly let go of kats grip and open your arms for colby. he sits down in front of you and lifts you into his lap and lets you cry into him
he looks at kat who's just sitting in front of him and she points to her wrist, signaling what happened then he nods
"baby what's the matter?" he says softly
you don't respond. you just continue to cry
he looks over at kat worriedly again then she whispered "she thinks you're mad at her "
"i'm not mad baby." colby spoke
"y- you're not?" you sniffle
"no! have you cleaned them yet?"
you shake your head in response then he points to the bathroom cabinet, silently telling kat to get stuff to clean your cuts.
when you see kat scooting over to the cabinet you know what's about to happen. you squirm around in colby's lap trying to escape his grip but he just holds onto you even tighter
"no! no! no!" you yell
"baby please. we need to clean them." he says calmly
"i don't want to! please!" you cry, kat and colby exchange worried glances, colby nods to kat then she opens the first aid kit
"im sorry sweetheart, it's better if we clean them tho alright? kat will be gentle"
you knew they were gonna clean them either way so you stop arguing "o-okay" you cry
