this was requested so long ago i'm sorry it took forever! i hope this is what you wanted 😭
in this one you're a badass rockstar singer like kat !!
another day at the studio. you and kat are recording a banger but you keep messing up your lines and high notes
"AGHH" you grunt and stomp your feet
"you good? do you wanna take a break?" kat asks
"no we don't have time.START FROM THE FIRST" you yell to the producers on the other side of the glass
you mess up again, again and again. you're getting so frustrated with yourself that you almost send yourself in tears
"y/n i think we should be done for the night. you're exhausted" kat insists
"but we only got one verse done."
"it's okay, we'll finish it tomorrow."
"but-"
kat takes off your headphones but you stop her. that's when she signals colby through the glass to come in the room
"hey what's going on?" colby asks
"look at her colby she's tired. we need to be done but she's refusin-"
"NO IM NOT, WE HAVE TO FINISH THIS SONG AND IM NOT-"
"baby." colby says , putting his hands on your shoulders "kat is right. you're exhausted. you've been singing since 5, it's midnight"
"yeah but-"
"no buts, i think it's best that we go home and get some rest" colby lifts you up and you start kicking
"PUT ME DOWN."
colby takes you out of the room and kat follows. he sits you on the sofa where him and sam were waiting
"baby listen." he kneels down in front of you and grabs your hands. he notices your red puffy eyes "you are tired, your eyes are bloodshot. and i know what it's like, remember when i went through the same thing with skin? (live laugh love skin btw) and how you made me rest too?"
you weakly nod
"yeah so let's go home and we can finish everything in the morning alright?"
"okay" you whisper
you were silent the whole car ride home. you were holding in tears of frustration from your bad day.
when you get home you tell colby you were gonna take a shower but really, you just locked yourself in the bathroom to cry.
after a long time colby came to check on you. "y/n?" he knocks at the door. he stands behind the door and hears your muffled sobs "baby can i come in?" you don't respond so that just leads colby to help himself in
"baby what's wrong?" he kneels down in front of you, worry in his voice
you look up at him with your eyes, red and teary
"i'm awful colby. i thought i could do it but im just not good enough" you cry
colby's heart ached at the sight of your pain. he reaches out and gently wipes some of your tears. "no, that's not true at all baby. you have such a beautiful voice"
you shook your head in disbelief
"youre just saying that cause you're my boyfriend" you drop you head into your knees
colby lifts up your head softly, looking into your eyes with reassurance "no, i mean it. when you sing, i get goosebumps, it's like the whole world stops just for you. you're literally angelic"'
"no, i sounded awful today don't even lie to me"
"you didn't sound awful you were just tired, every artist has their off days" he explains "you tried your best and that's all that matters."
your tears slowly stop as you looked at him, searching for any sign of insecerity. but all you saw was that admiring gaze.
"come on" he says, helping you up on your feet "let's get to bed, you need some rest"
he guides you out the bathroom then to your shared bedroom with his hand on your lower back.
you settle yourself in bed and colby kinda fixes the blankets before crawling in next to you. you roll over next to him and lay your hand on his bare chest
"promise me you won't ever give up on your singing?" he says softly
a little smile escapes your lips "okay, i promise" you nod
"that's my girl" he smiles and wraps his arm around you
"i love you and im proud of you" he says looking down at you
"i love you too" you mumble
ACTIVE ERA?!
