this has been in my notes forever lol i need to post some stuff to clear my notes out 😭
in which girls are rude to you and colby comforts you?
you smooth down the skirt colby picked out for you, feeling a mix of nerves and excitement. the outfit is perfect. it shows off your curves perfectly but it's not too showy. you feel so confident. you run your fingers through your hair to fluff out your curls before you step out into the living room
colby looks up at you from his phone and grins as soon as he sees you. his eyes light up with admiration "holy shit." he takes your hand and twirls you around "you look amazing" he says before dropping your hand and grabbing your waist, pulling you close
"i feel hot" you giggle
"you are hot. you are serving" he smiles before leaning in to kiss your lips. he pulls away and grabs the car keys before opening the front door for you
the ride to the restaurant is filled with light conversation. colby's hand resting on your thigh as he drives.
he pulls up to the restaurant and you see your friends sitting at a table through the window. as you unbuckle your seatbelt, colby leans over cupping your cheek with his hand. "have fun babe. text me if you need anything, got it?"
"i'll be fineeee it's just dinner with the girls"
"still. anything can happen. let me know when you're ready to be picked up okay?" he kisses your forehead before pulling away. then you grab his face and lean in to kiss him goodbye. his lips linger on yours for a moment until you pull away
"oh! sorry" you giggle, wiping off the lipgloss under his lips
"see ya later" he smiles, removing your hand from his face "go have fun"
"i love you!" you holler while getting out the car
"i love you!" he hollers back, giving you a cute wave as you close the car door. he stays parked till he sees you made it in safely
inside you're greeted with hugs but fake smiles. as you take your seat, one of the girls claps her hands together "so what is everyone ordering!" she asks
"i was thinking a burger," you say, glancing at the menu "i heard they're really good here and im starving!"
suddenly, the air shifts and all of their smiles fade, you can feel all of the girls staring at you. one raises her eyebrow and goes "really?"
"uh yeah? what's wrong with that?" you ask, genuinely curious
"it's just, you're on camera a lot.. you don't wanna be gaining more weight now do you?
"what!" before you can even finish, the waiter appears, ready to take everyone's orders. you feel your appetite vanish, your confidence slipping. when it's your turn, you settle on just water, feeling the humiliation wash over you as they continue their chatter, not sparing you a glance.
the night drags on, their fake laughs and cruel comments making you feel smaller with every passing minute. nobody put in effort to talk to you until they were doing fit checks. you zoned out and were just stirring your water with the straw until a cough interrupted your thoughts "your turn" someone said as she rolled her eyes
"um colby picked this out for me.." you say nervously "i think the skirt is from american eag-" you started to say but someone cut you off
"soooo how is colby?" she said
"i thought he would've dumped her by now" another girl whispered to someone else
you stared at them for a second, trying to keep calm. "i think we're pretty happy. i uh-"
