A Gifted Queen

Chapter 79

Chapter 79

Getting Past Fears

When Ray got to the room Chris was still in the shower. She had a plan and for the first time she felt good about herself. She took and changed clothes and talked to the omegas. I am going to go away for a day or two can you take care of the pups without me?

We can take care of them they will be fine. You and Chris having a heavy date?

Ray grinned. Tell the guards that they are to stay close by. I am not taking any of them with me. Thank you, Doris.

By the time Chris is out of the shower Ray is back in the room. Chris is standing there with a towel barely covering him, his eight-pack showing. Would you like to spend the day just us? Maybe get a cabin for the night? She asked.

Id love to spend more time just you and me.

Well then lets pack and hit the road. We are going to the ocean its only an hour away.

When they get to the cabin it is a large room with a small kitchenet, a table and two chairs, and one very large bed.

Would you like to go swimming? Chris asks.

You go down first, I will be there in a few I have to change. She takes out a bikini that is light blue and covers up with one of Chriss tee shirts.

It is just us here take of the shirt and let me see you in that new bathing suit.

I dont want to take it off.

You are beautiful, I want to see you.

It is day light, and you can see my scares. In our room it is dark when I take off my clothes and you cant see them.

Your scares dont matter to me. I think they are a badge of courage. He walks over and lifts the shirt off. They arent that bad, I see them and remember how brave you are. They spend the day in the water acting like kids.

When they get out, they lay on a blanket taking in the rays from the sun. Ray turned on her side looking Chris in the eye, Do you want to try again?

Are you sure, I can wait? Ray nods, giving a small smile. Not needing any further encouragement, Chris picks her up and carries her to the cabin, lays her down on the bed so gently, then gives her a soft gentle kiss on her lips. She returns the kiss, and it turns deeper and passionate, so passionate.

Is this alright? Chris asks.

I want to leave the lights on. I want to see your face, as long as I can see your face, I think it will be ok. Then she reaches behind her and unties her top. The look of lust showed in his eyes. You have such beautiful eyes, Chris.

Ray, tell me to stop if you think it gets too hard. I dont want to see you cry again. Ray places her hand on his chest, bringing a smile on both their faces. His hand cups her breast tenderly and firmly as he lowers his head and starts kissing one side then the other.

She grips her fingers in his hair making Chris look her in the eyes. You alright baby?

I couldnt see your face. I have to see you face. He continues to place gentle kisses on her body then takes his hand and caresses her breasts.

He looks down to her most private parts, moving in between her legs. Are you ready for the next step?

She lifts his chin up. I need to see you. I need to see your eyes. He takes her with his mouth, making her insides tighten and the feeling is overwhelming. His eyes are on her eyes the whole time.

I am going to take you now. I will go slow and easy.

As long as I can see your eyes and the love in them. He puts his fingers in her. The feelings from the bond makes what Chris is doing excite her. She feels free, safe, warm, the fear is getting pushed down by the strength of the bond and his love. All thats left is Chris, her beautiful mate, her real mate. The feeling of want and need comes through her, a need to touch him the need to have him fill her, like only he can. These are feelings that she thought she would never feel. She lets out a small moan.

It sounds like my girl is starting to enjoy my touch.

The feelings are getting stronger for him too, a groan leaves Chris, making Ray giggle. Chris gets a smirk on his lips, You havent felt anything yet. Then this incredible man starts to move his fingers faster and takes her to places she didnt think possible.

Please. She cries to Chris Please take me.

That is what I have wanted to hear. The next thing she knows he is between her legs lining up with her entrance. Then a sudden feeling of everything stretching, the sensation is overpowering. She moans with pleasure. Chris growls showing her how he feels being in her. When it is done her eyes are filled with tears.

Ray what is wrong? Why are you crying?

Chris, these are tears of joy, you have made me so happy.

Oh Ray, you have made me so happy. I love you so.

I love you too, more every day. Then they kiss and kiss again then cuddle in each others arms.

Tell me did you get scared at all?

When we started, but the more I looked in your eyes the easier it got.

Would it be something you might want to do again?

The blush on Rays face made her look that much cuter. As long as we did what we did now I wouldnt mind at all.

What would you think about taking it to the ocean and trying that.

People could see us crazy. I dont want others around us.

Its a private beach and no one is around. He gets one of his famous grins and Ray knows she is in trouble.

Chris put me down I am not going out there naked. What am I saying we are not going out there naked.

Next thing she knows she is on the ocean butt ass naked. I told you no one would be around. He then starts kissing her and she stops complaining.

Ray how about a dip before we go home?

As long as I get to keep my clothes on. After a nice swim they return to the sandy beach and enjoy the warm sun. While lying there Ray decides to talk to Chris. Chris I was wondering, could you find some one that has been missing for almost 12 years?

It counts on the situation, if there are any clues to follow. Why?

My mother told me that someone stole my sister when she was a couple of months old. Of course, they never found her, or she would be here now.

Ill talk to your mother and father when we get home. Hopefully they kept some of the paper trail, so I have somewhere to start. For now, I have a different trail I want to follow. He starts to kiss her from her neck to her toes and then starts back up. Making Ray giggle and wiggle on the way.

I have loved this time with it being just you and me Chris, but I miss the girls.

I miss them too. We will go home soon but I would like to take one last swim and get some lunch out. This you and me time has been so nice part of me doesnt want to give it up. Once we get back to the castle it will be so hectic. I wont see you like I want.

I know our lives are going to get crazier when we take over as King and Queen. Before they both knew it, they were back in the car on their way home. We have a few more days off what do you want to do when we get back?

Chris gives Ray this dirty smirk and grabs her thigh. If you are up to it I wouldnt mind cuddling like we did on the beach this morning. Ray turns three shades of red.

You my handsome mate are crazy, but I wouldnt have you any other way.