Jealousy

Sip, Sip Hooray

The coach on the way back to the hotel was lively, we were all singing, playing music on the portable speaker and being loud. We'd won against Manchester City, my first game against them since transferring to Arsenal. I was proud, happy and so ready to party. I think the other girls were also now in party mood too, I knew there was a reason I suggested a night out!

I was sat at the table with Leah, Katie and Caitlin on the coach. I tired to enjoy the atmosphere that was on the bus, though I can't help but notice Katie's stare boring into me on several occasions. I ignore her, I no longer have to be nice to her now we're off the pitch. Did she really think I'd just let go of all the stunts she pulled today, she hurt two of my best friends. Even after I specified to her, not to. I was cross with her for that and at some point, I will tell her this. I pull out my phone and text 'Manchester Massives.'

Lili- guys I'm so sorry for what happened on the pitch, I will sort it out and see you both get apologies. Xx

Lauren- babe it's not your fault. Girlie has football issues. Xxx

Chloe- 🙄 head is throbbing. I swear I wasn't nasty to her. All I said was 'you've got one of our own but we have three points.' Now we have neither... come home 😢 xxx

Lili- yeah about that... sorry guys. Might let you have the next 3 points? Or maybe I won't 😂😉 xxx

Lauren- nahh we're definitely having the 3 points next time. I refuse to lose them to you. Xxx

Lili-... again 😏 xxx

Lauren- Bitch please. 🙄 xxx

Chloe- 😂😂😂

Lili- you're all still up for drinks? Xxx

Lauren- as if I'd refuse that! Xxx

Chloe- everyone is coming! Xxx

Lili- YESSS! Lets, let go tonight. Xxx

I slide my phone back into my pocket. "You know you can just go and talk to her right?" Katie comments. "Huh?" I tilt my head confused. "You were grinning at your phone... it doesn't take a genius." Katie shrugged. "Well... clearly it does. I wasn't texting Kyra." I fake smile at Katie. Katie rolls her eyes at me. No, don't do that. I'm mad at you Katie, my head screams. I push away any anger in my head, this coach journey back to the hotel isn't going to be ruined by Katie or the feelings of anger I have for her right now.

It wasn't much longer till we were back at the hotel, we all stepped off the coach and headed inside. The rest of today is now ours. I head straight to my room after a quick catch up with Kyra, a nap was well needed before the shenanigans of tonight started. Kim also had the same idea, the two of us climbed into our beds and quickly fell to sleep.

A couple of hours later I woke up and started to get ready for our night out, Kim had already started to get ready and she looked great. Kim's not usually one for going out but I guess our win and my relentless nagging her to join us worked. I laid the two outfits I brought with me out on my bed. I'd been undecided before I left which one I wanted to wear... and now? Now I have the same issue. I put the first outfit- a dress on and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked myself up and down multiple times, also looking at myself in different angles. "Hmm, nope." I muttered to myself. This next choice outfit of a shirt with a skirt better do the trick, or I'm not going. I change into outfit number two and repeated the mirror look and angle check. "I like that one better." Kim spoke up, I hadn't been aware that she had even been watching me argue with myself. "You think?" I asked. "Yeah, wear that one... you look hot but also cute." Kim confirmed. "Thanks Kim. I'll keep this one on." I smiled gently.