The Summer Of 1993

Two Girls In Cali

     "Next week I start art Dr. Phillips' office,". Jamie said.  
"My mom got me in at a law office downtown.  When I am not in class, I will be filing."
"When are you going to tell them?"
"Did you know that Marsha asked if he went down on me?  I told her all about it."
"Don't change the subject.  When are you going to tell them?"
"In two months.  That way I don't have to get an abortion. You know my pro choice Republican mom."
"Smart.  Would your parents MAKE you get one?" 
"You know my mom."
"Yeah."

     Her Aunt Vicki picked us up. 

     "Are you hungry?"
"Famished," Jamie said.
"I know I of those cool diners I ate at in the sixties.  Does that sound good, Susan?"
"Sure.  I need to eat soon.  I am horribly diabetic."  Why did I lie?
"So, girls, did you enjoy working this summer?"
"I did. Thank you for the opportunity," I said.
"Do you get to meet Mr. Depp?"
"A few times.  He's nice."
"I would set you up,if he was a normal guy.  For a weird reason I see you with him."
"Oh."

         I looked out the car window. 

          It was a rainy day and we had gone at it since I got in the door.  I am resting on him like a rag doll.  He looked at me with those eyes.   "You're exhausted aren't you?"  I nodded.  "You know, when I penetrate you I that way, I feel,I am touching your soul."   I stroked his chest.  He had just finished having anal with me after rubbing me to an orgasm and I was delirious.  He kissed me head.  "It's eleven.  We will sleep until twelve thirty.  I never saw you lose such control like that."  I nodded and slept on his chest.  In future years I would feel guilty about that.  

    "Earth to Susan.  We're here."
"Oh."

     We walked in and sat down.   I wasn't feeling good.  I felt like I could barf. 

     "Susan, are you okay?"
"I feel sick."
"Someone.  Please get this girl a Coke." 

     A busboy got me a Coke and I was spared,   I guess as I was walking by, and I would learn years later, Johnny saw me.  He was leaving with Tim Burton, but he did not  want to say anything.  He saw my head down on the table. Twenty eight years later, things would come to fruition.   I was trying so hard not to vomit.  I felt better, but the retreat next week was going to be fun.  I enjoyed my breakfast.  It was delicious.

    Her house was gorgeous and we shared a bedroom and bathroom where we took our first decent shower.   We were besties.  We saw each other naked.  We did at the rooming house.  We were sort of guards because there were some real creepers on our floor.  It was a mixed rooming house.   She showered as I waited.   She had such a nice body, perfect boobs.  She dried off and I got in.   I washed my hair and body.  My belly was showing.   I got out and she said, "You are starting to show already.  I calculated.  You are due in March."   She asked me how I felt about the retreat.   "I'll just wear a tee shirt when we go to the beach."  She told me, "Good idea."   I was just glad "I never" was not played at chapter retreats.  

     "Girls, a real dinner in Chinatown and then over to the Graumann's Theater."
"Sounds like fun."

      I was so tired and Vicki had each day planned.  Tonight was the Hollywood Hills and a real Chinese dinner.   I never had this when I went with my parents.  We did 'historical' things.   My parents were very conservative.   While Janie napped, I took a walk over to his house, as it was near and looked up at it.  It was quiet,  I wanted to knock.   There was no baby blue convertible in front of it.   Would he have let me in for "one more time"...    I remember on Sunday afternoon.  

      I was lying on the bed and he had two fingers inside of me, thumbing my clit really good.  I was grabbing the sheet and he put another  finger in where sorority sisters never talk about.  He was watching me as I gripped by
the sheets.  It didn't't take long and I let go all over.  I thought I peed and I began to apologize.  "Damn, girl," he said.  I thought he was pissed.   "Youndon't know what happened?"  I shook my head.  "You squirted.  It means you were really turned in and I am flattered."  I nodded.  "Such a little innocent girl."   I apologized again.  He said, "I like that."  

        We went to dinner and it was pretty good.  Then we went to the hills and had a food, good time.  We put our hands in actor and actresses hands. That night I had fun. Good, clean fun. We came home and I fell asleep right away. Indisn't wake up until the next day, where we went to Knott's Berry Farm. I walked around and shopped. Jamie told her aunt that I was scared of rides. She looked at her and said, "Cut the crap, she's pregnant,". Jamie told her I was pregnant by a boyfriend back home, because her reputation was on the line. Jamie was my best friend, I had fun walking around.

"You could have said you were pregnant," she told me.
"I didn't know."
"I would have given you easier jobs, but I called Johnny in Thursday and he said he would give you an eleven out of ten. Marsha the same. Sure you want to go to law school. I am kidding,"
"I am thinking maybe not, but my parents would kill me."
"They want best for you, sweets. These women have slept with stars, have had rough lives. You don't want to be heartbroken, do you? I had a girl like that with Rob Lowe." I blinked away a few tears. "You did Johnny, didn't you?"
"Yes," I sobbed over chicken,
"Don't worry. I think he has a few flings here and there and a pretty girl like you is hard to resist."
"I am going to raise her."
"That is up to you. I knew you had morning sickness. I am a mom first."
"I hope you aren't mad."
"It happens. I just hate when people steal."
"Please don't tell him."
"That is on you. I knew something was going to happen between you two. You share a vibe and he said his place was spotless."

Again, I fell asleep as soon as I hit the bed. I guess I was snoring. Jamie nudged me. The next day was the beach! I would have a rough day there.