45: 𝐶𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛

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"So?! What I can't have friends? I can't hang out with anyone but you? You know you're starting to sound as crazy as Deku." Kira spat his name out like a curse.

"Take that back." Bakugou said in shock.

"No! You're not my boyfriend, you wanted to stay friends! You can't control me if you haven't even told me you loved me." She pointed at him. She seemed mad but there were tears in her eyes.

"Fine. I love you." Bakugou shrugged.

Kira stared at him. Almost like she was in shock. He stared back, face red as the words sunk in.

She hesitated but...

"I... I love you too." She whispered softly. Forgetting about what was going on before this. Forgetting why he said it in the first place. Because he said it.

I love you.

"That's..." Bakugou chuckled and shook his head. "That's pretty fucking awesome." He whispered, rubbing his neck.

"Yeah it... It kinda is." Kira smiled nervously.

"What the fuck am I doing?" Bakugou laughed and Kira did too. She rubbed her eyes and let out a bubbling little laugh.

"I love you." Kira covered her mouth in shock. Smiling broadly. "I love you."

Bakugou tackled her in a hug and she sniffled and laughed. "I fucking love you Kira Kokoa. You drive me insane and I fucking love it."
He whispered into her neck. Kissing up her neck and peppering her cheeks and forehead with kisses.

"Katsuki-" Kira laughed before he claimed her lips. He kissed her more passionately than he had before. Holding her face gently and guiding her lips with his own.

"I love you."

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Hard to tell if it was a daydream or torture.

Thinking of what could have been. What she should have done. Over and over again. Replying her her mind, every time she could have taken a different step. Every different scenario that leads to a different outcome.

She shouldn't have hit Bakugou.

She should have forgiven him.

She shouldn't have walked away.

She shouldn't have left her room.

She shouldn't have left the dorms.

She should have told Naomosa she was coming.

She shouldn't have talked to Todoroki.

She could be with Katsuki right now. Snuggled up in his arms after telling him over and over how much she loved him.

She might not ever see him again.

She could have been at UA. How dumb was she? Thinking leaving campus was a good idea. She could be on her bed with Miso right now. Ready to apologize to Bakugou when morning came.

What if she died?

What if she died and the last thing she did was yell at him? She loved Bakugou with all of her heart, but he didn't know that. He had told her and she had slapped him for it.

What seemed like such a big deal in the moment seemed so insignificant now it made Kira want to laugh. It had only been about an hour, maybe less since she woke up. She wasn't sure where she was. Everything was dark, cold. She couldn't move. Couldn't see.

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