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They Apologize After An Argument (Everyone)

Thomas(The Last City:Book:His P.O.V)
I do love Y/N. I honestly love her more than I’ve ever loved anybody or anything. While other people obviously matter to me, Y/N’s been with me from day one. She had helped me out in the Glade and showed me around. She had saved me from Cranks in the Scorch. She had stayed behind with me after WICKED kept trying to convince us to get our memories back.

I was just blinded by emotion. Everything about being in Denver has been so heavy. Accepting that Gally's alive, Newt doesn't want to be saved, not knowing where the others are, and having to take down WICKED meant there was a lot on my mind.

I couldn't sleep and ended up snapping at Y/N. I didn't mean to, but I was sleep deprived, grieving, and learning too many new things that were still so vague.

She understandably didn't really want to talk after that. What makes me feel bad is that it wasn't even because she was mad. She just wanted me to collect my thoughts.

I wish I would have approached her right after I snapped. I wish I would have just apologized.

Now I’ll never be able to say anything to her again.

If I want this to end, I need to go to WICKED. I have to turn myself in, no matter what that means.

I’m not dumb. The cost is my life.

I wanted her to have something to hold on to forever though. Seeing as we’ll never be able to hold each other again, it seems like the least I can do.

Dearest Y/N,
I know the last time we talked, I was snappy. I promise that wasn’t your fault, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry for a lot of things. I’m sorry for the last time we spoke. I'm sorry for not always appreciating you. I’m sorry for not always knowing the right way to love you.

I can be rash. I can act on impulse. I can not know when to be quiet.

The thing about my flaws though, is that you see more than them. You actually see me in a way nobody else ever could. You give me hope. You give my mind peace. You give my heart love. You give me a reason to stay.

I wish that I could be by your side forever. I wish that I could forever hold and love you. I wish that I could grow old beside you.

I’m sorry, Y/N. I’m sorry for snapping at you, and I’m sorry for not being able to stay.

I love you. I love you, and even though I won't be able to say it for much longer, a million years wouldn't be enough to be able to.

Yours,
Thomas

Looking at the letter I had spilled my everything into, I held it in my hands. Biting my lip to hold back tears, I folded the note as small as I could before placing it inside a small bottle. Loosely capping it, I grabbed her jacket and slipped it inside her pocket, knowing she would reach inside it when her hands got cold and find it.

I guess it's time to go now.

That's my goodbye to her.

Newt(The Glade:Either:His P.O.V)
Neither of us were completely innocent in this argument. I know that. She was sleep deprived from staying up later to build, and I was stressed from having to look after the Glade. It's just been so hectic lately that relaxing is almost impossible. Finding free time is another thing that’s like finding a needle in a haystack.

Still, I couldn't just let an argument lead to a grudge. That would lead to resentment which would lead to a break up.

We can both be pretty stubborn sometimes. While we are opposites in a lot of ways, that’s a definite common ground.