I dreamed big as a kid
We all wished the same
For our future to be splendidWe all planned to be an astronaut
But that's not what our future broughtDidn't need drugs to get high
My imagination took me to the sky
Where in the air I could fly
When my head was in the clouds
I was distant from the crowdsWe all want to be an astronaut
But that's a silly thoughtWe want to let go and float away
To finally be free
Problems held us down
Chose to escape the gravity
When I believed
I was so relieved
I could be deceivedWe all want to be an astronaut
But in the end, we're always caughtWe want to leave this prison
Open our body and escape the corpse
We are molded into shape and left to mold and spoil
But if anything, we want to spoil ourselvesWe all want to be an astronaut
But that's not what we were taughtAssumptions, expectations, ideologies
We need to be different
The chosen one
And this unifying need for individualism
Is what makes us all the same
We imagined us so strong
But all we wished was to belongWe all want to be an astronaut
But it turns out we're all just a fraud☆
The rhymes are really lazy, but after having a draft in my folder for multiple months, I just wanted to finally finish it.

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It does get better.
PoetryPeople say it will get better. But to be fair, most of them never were in your place. They say you will get happy again, but how can they know? I've struggled with trauma, mental illnesses, and self harm for many years. These are (mostly) poems - ab...