It's cold...
Very cold...
And I can't turn on my house heater because I'm afraid!!!!
And I just found out the generator is still in its box which it came with!!!!
What the fuck?!?!
You idiot!!!
You fully paid this shady untrustworthy man!!!
He doesn't work and slack off!!!
Now he hasn't come to finish the job after day 5!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I'm so angry!!!!
At least pay a deposit if the man urgently needs money!!!!
This is literally a dine then dash situation!
Except one is a meal and this is a $1,000 salary!
And the rumors and gossip going around disgusts me!
Every says my sister's husband is so nice and generous to my sister's family, aka. Me and my mom.
Because we're poor and they're rich.
They manage three shops given by a distant relative afterall.
Oh and not because they're nice but if anything happens to the shop, it'll be on my sister and her husband's head. They only collect the money and own the place. This is all according to the papers signed and given.
Did I mention that owner also wants to take the shop back and sell it after seeing the high profits?
Now out of the three shops, only the newest opened on that has no reputation or regular workers is completely my sister's own.
Wow! So rich and capable, right?
Fuck you! Fuck all of you!!!
The money was given by my grandpa to buy a nice and good generator because he saw the bad weather and felt sorry for me because I kept being alone during blackouts at night!
He gave about $2,000-$3,000!
It was given to my sister and my sister gives everything to her incompetent husband!
A $500 generator.
A shady non-licensed installation guy.
An unfinished job.
WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK!!!!
Everyone who doesn't know thinks this husband is really something!
What is this??? Black lotus? Green tea?
Scumbag? Hypocrite?
Oh and recently gave my mom a new flat tv with a big screen and boasted about it at your work place where Asians all know each other and like to gossip and have a wide network???
But the tv is apparently not working???
Nice guy???
Generous?!
I think you see my house as a dumpster, right?!
Hah.
I just got a reply from my sister.
No response about the man but tells me the heater should be fine to turn on.
She's giving me a probably to the gas smell I experienced that day!!!
Sister!!!
Do you not have any questions or concern for me?!
Ever heard of gas poisoning?
Safety hazards?!
Do you know anything about the types of fire?!
I do! Although it's not from official knowledge. I read a light novel on wattpad about firefighters and fire rescue. Although unrealistic with a male protagonist with a system. Every rescue and disaster made me filled with grief and respect.
I don't know 100% but I at least know 50%!
That's why I know not to always splash water on a fire. The best option is fire extinguisher. If a fire is cause by electricity then water makes it worse.
The worse type of fire is dust explosion. And fire with small particles like flour makes survivors have a smaller chance of surviving. Not only your vision is hindered but your breathing will get clogged. There's more to it but I can't remember all the knowledge given in the story. My heart at the time was pounding at what they can do with limited time.
God!!! And when it was mentioned once how the firefighters took a burning gas tank and ran for it because it could explode at any time with their hands burned and mutilated.... I cried!!!
They just kept running and never stopped or slowed down until the reached a safe place for the gas tank to explode at any time.
Do you know how hard that kind of mentality is?!
It's exactly like bomb diffusers! Cut one wrong wire and everyone dies!
That responsibility in your own hands is unimaginable.
You have to be confident. Otherwise, you'd be ashamed to face anyone after dying. You probably won't even meet because your sins will send you to hell.
You didn't mean it but those lives that died with you can't be let go of.
Or maybe my judgement is wrong.
Indirect and direct death.
Purposefully or accidentally.
Death is still death.
There's nothing more I can say.
But fuck you! What kind of sister changes so much like this?!
Was everything before just you suppressing it and now you are showing your true colors?!?!
What kind of bullshit is this?!
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Diary
AcakI want to write out my thoughts as honestly as possible and try not to lie like I always do. Maybe by being anonymous will make me stop being a liar. I think it's a bit late to say this after publishing for about a month but I should put a warning. ...
