My most recent beloved reading: Merry Marbling
By: Pengki
I love Ian!
I usually go for the more cold-hearted and villainous type, but Ian just hits my soft spot.
I hate softies. I also hate being overly kind.
But Ian...
I have to say it and I'm not ashamed to admit it.
I love seeing Ian cry!!!!!
The only time I hated seeing him cry was when he was a child, alone and helpless.
Especially that moment when he made that phone call.
Yeesh. I felt like beating someone half to death.
No spoilers, but whether that guy was careless or negligent, he still cause that whole situation.
Maybe it was because he was inexperienced and didn't know how to protect people's privacy, but damn.
Ian really shouldn't have to be put through that.
And to grow up as he is now is amazing.
I would've broken down and became a psycho.
There's no was I'm kind enough to let it go and not be resentful.
Especially being surrounded and watched like that.
My insides would've only become more distorted and crazy.
But Ian!!!
I really want a mini version of Ian and put him in my pocket!
To hold and cherish and shelter!
But no! I can't!
I'm unworthy!
My hands are dirty and my heart is black!
I shouldn't corrupt Ian!
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Diary
AléatoireI want to write out my thoughts as honestly as possible and try not to lie like I always do. Maybe by being anonymous will make me stop being a liar. I think it's a bit late to say this after publishing for about a month but I should put a warning. ...
