Before, I was not scared of rainy days.
At most I flinched at loud thunders and avoid seeing lightnings.
Now any time it rains loudly, my heart starts to panic and I become restless.
Without knowing when it started, I have become more cowardly and afraid of pain.
I used to pride myself for being sometimes brave and facing my fears when I forced myself.
Now, I despise myself even more.
I have become even more weak and pathetic.
A loser that can't do anything.
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Diary
RandomI want to write out my thoughts as honestly as possible and try not to lie like I always do. Maybe by being anonymous will make me stop being a liar. I think it's a bit late to say this after publishing for about a month but I should put a warning. ...
