What came after being so anxious about losing stories on wattpad to read is fatigue.
I feel.... Just so bored and tired all of a sudden.
I love to read during my every waking moment. This is my daily routine. From waking up to sleep. I read so many novels on wattpad already.
But lately a lot has been deleted and I became anxious.
Now I feel so empty and bored.
My stomach feel nauseous and want to vomit all of a sudden.
My mood just dropped.
It's been almost a year. I haven't watched anything. I just keep reading stories.
I actually felt proud how I can stay away from YouTube and all that.
The downside is that I'm even more out of touch with the world.
I have no social media or anything. Only wattpad and mangafire.
I think I might start watching videos again.
Reading has been great.
It's just waiting for updates or trying to discover a good story is really something.
Also my brain power might've been depleted from using my imagination so much.
World building is really no joke. The details and motion and expressive interactions need creativity to imagine.
Sometimes the story is so good my imagination goes wild and I even have dreams about it in great detail.
But some are so average and blurred that I can't even remember the flow of plot.
Honestly all my memories are now mostly stories I've read. I can't even recall much of my past anymore. It feel even more vague now.
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Diary
De TodoI want to write out my thoughts as honestly as possible and try not to lie like I always do. Maybe by being anonymous will make me stop being a liar. I think it's a bit late to say this after publishing for about a month but I should put a warning. ...
