What kind of adult runs away from home? And on their own birthday celebration.
Everyone got off work and ready, they brought food and gifts to celebrate. You even made an appointment that morning to go out to eat.
Then you just not come home and go missing after work? No contact either?
People were left waiting over an hour thinking you were late or got caught up in something but nope. You ran away from home.
Next day didn't even bother coming back to open your own store.
I try to be thoughtful and not say anything so I'll write it all here. I feel like this is some kind of late rebellious phase or a tantrum.
You're an adult. My older sister. You're married and have a big child already. You have your own family and house.
But two days ago you decided to go missing without any contact.
Honestly I don't know how to feel being the only one that got a response from you after trying to contact you yesterday.
Although you also made me keep quiet about it and I did as promised. No one knew... well unless they read this.
I feel like I got a response because you knew I was the most likely to take action and call the police after you go missing for 24 hours. And I really would.
I don't feel special getting a response either. Just baffled. Maybe my text was really straightforward.
I wasn't joking or being funny.
I really thought you could've been kidnapped, murdered, raped, suicide, trafficked, accident, coma, literally everything.
And even though I knew you were in a foul mood, I didn't sugarcoat it or be subtle about. I just listed exactly what I just listed directly and asked: Do I need to call the police? Give me a sign not to. You have about 30 minutes before I decide to call.
Honestly I feel like I was threatening you to get a response. But I really was going to call if there was no response so...
Hey you're alive and you ended up coming back home after missing for almost 24 hours. Great.
Me: ...
Seriously. Why? If you want to be alone, just say so and turn off your phone.
You left all your friends and family waiting then went out in the dead of night to go on a man hunt for you.
I mean I get how you feel when I got your later reply: LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
And
NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD
Girl. Listen. I get like that sometimes too. Even to the extreme of being violent. But I never tried hurting anyone or waste their time.
I always locked myself up alone or violent try to destroy inanimate objects. But I do sometimes feel so annoyed that I had urges to have a dog fight with someone I don't even know.
So in my opinion about this whole situation?
You need a SLAP.
I haven't even talked about what you did just right before the day you run away from home.
Inconsiderate and immature.
YOU ARE READING
Diary
De TodoI want to write out my thoughts as honestly as possible and try not to lie like I always do. Maybe by being anonymous will make me stop being a liar. I think it's a bit late to say this after publishing for about a month but I should put a warning. ...
