Dean had never been good with silence. It reminded him too much of loss, but this silence, in the Impala's cabin as he drove through Kansas backroads, wasn't the aching kind. It was filled with something else, something he couldn't name.
He glanced over at Cas, who sat in the passenger seat like he didn't take up space at all, as if the trench coat and tie were a placeholder for something too big to fit in the car. Or the world.
Seeing Cas the first time stirred something in Dean's chest, he didn't know what it was but he didn't question it, and weirdly trusted the angel.
Dean cleared his throat, "You know," he muttered, "You didn't have to zap in with wings blazing and ruin a perfectly good barn door", he said not knowing how to start a conversation with a celestial being.
Cas didn't look at him, just blinked slowly, "I didn't choose the entrance. The warding made it necessary", he said simply, not bothering about Dean's words, his ears were somewhere else, listening to the callings.
Dean scoffed, "Well, next time give a guy a heads up. Thought we were being nuked", he said but he had so many questions in him.
Still, Dean's voice had no bite. Just... curiosity. Beneath it all, he was still stuck on the moment Cas touched him. Not the resurrection. That part was huge. But the way Cas had looked at him. Like Dean was something fragile. Sacred.
And then there were the rumors. The next town they hit, a woman at the gas station kept talking about "a miracle in the park" and "a lightning strike that saved her life." Bobby had rolled his eyes. Dean had frozen.
And then—another town. A hospital nurse said a girl came back from the brink of death and the room had "smelled like flowers and ozone."
Each story was a ripple in the pond. Soft, strange miracles. Untouched by glory or credit. Dean had a theory, but it sounded insane even in his head. He didn't tell anyone not even Sam.
Still... he kept watching Cas. It was three weeks later, on a hunt in Montana, when it happened again.
A small town was dealing with what they thought was a ghost—kids going missing in the forest, screams echoing at night. Turned out it was an old wendigo nest, half-dead and desperate.
The fight was rough. The cave collapsed. Dean barely got the last shot off before the thing lunged at Sam. They were all bleeding, coughing, scrambling through the dark.
Dean cursed under his breath as he clutched a torn shoulder, "God, that's gonna—", he was stopped short as Cas touched him.
Fingers brushed his shoulder, and warmth spread through his skin like the calm of a sunrise. Not heat—light. Pain faded instantly. The bone realigned with no crunch. The blood stopped.
Dean turned, breath caught in his throat. He felt new in every way mentally and physically and smelled the flowers and ozone.
"You okay?" Cas asked simply and Dean nodded, but his voice was stuck. The lives Cas saved and Dean and Sam had been treating him like a lapdog.
Cas turned to Sam, who'd twisted his ankle, and helped him limp out—moving with a gentleness that felt ancient, older than pain itself. Like he'd been healing people since the dawn of breath.
Dean stared, he felt his heart skip a beat. Not just because of the power. But because Cas didn't even look proud. He wasn't showing off. He just saw hurt and fixed it. Quiet. Steady. Without asking for thanks.
That night, as they sat around the motel table, Dean couldn't stop watching him. Cas was looking at the first aid kit, inspecting it like a foreign object.
"You know," Dean muttered, handing him a beer, "you do all that healing with a touch... and you still look at bandages like they're math equations", he said.
Cas took the bottle with an unreadable expression, "The kit comforts you. So I wanted to understand it", he said.
Dean froze, "You what?", he asked and Cas tilted his head, "You're always calmer when you're cleaning wounds. Even your own. I don't need to understand everything. But I... wanted to understand you", he repeated.
Dean looked away, the room felt too small. The next time, it was during a poltergeist case. A child had been thrown against a wall.
Dean ran in first—but by the time he reached her, Cas was already kneeling beside her, hand glowing faintly above her chest. The girl gasped and opened her eyes.
Dean caught the moment. The light, the look in Cas' eyes. Not power. Compassion, "Thank you", she whispered before running to her mother and Dean's heart clenched.
And later, when he asked him why he kept doing this—saving people who weren't part of the job—Cas only replied:
"Because someone should."
The stories kept adding up. Quiet. Unseen. A farmer's crops suddenly blooming after Cas walked through.
A child no longer needing chemo. A woman with dementia speaking clearly for the first time in years, after a stranger in a coat whispered something to her and vanished.
He also heard stories that would scare a kid—lightning strikes that danced without thunder, shadows that moved against the wind, and whispers carried on the breeze that no one could explain.
But all the wrath landed on bad people, criminals and that made Dean wonder, how beautiful the world would be with Cas always protecting it.
One night, in a small town under a heavy sky, a boy swore he saw a figure standing at the edge of the woods, glowing faintly like a star fallen to earth.
The boy told his mother, trembling, that the figure had lifted him when he fell, and that it whispered, "You're not alone."
No one believed him. Except Dean. Because Dean had seen enough to know when something wasn't just a story.
Cas never claimed credit. Never even smiled. Because maybe, just maybe... Cas was more than an angel.
Maybe he was something else entirely. But Dean started dreaming about it. His hands, warm and glowing. His presence—a quiet hum in the corner of a chaotic world. His voice in the dark, saying "Because someone should."
And slowly—without Dean realizing it—his awe gave way to something deeper. Not thunder. Not fire.
Just... love. Quiet and sure, like a hand over his heart.
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Destiel one shots
FanfictionJust like the title says, but will have some platonic Cockles and some Sam and Dean brotherly shots and all
