Destiel one shots

Infinite in You

"What's happening?", Jensen asked looking into the camera and Misha's face came into focus, they were doing this for Gish.

"Hi", Misha said smiling widely and Jensen relaxed seeing his partner, just seeing him—filter or not—was like letting in a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding, "What's going on with your face?", he asked.

Misha chuckled, the sound crackling through the speaker in that familiar way Jensen missed so damn much and tapped his screen, "I forgot about that", he said and filter vanished.

"That's better", Jensen said and their faces softened looking at each other, they have been away from each other for months now.

Misha and Vicky were separated and so the kids were with her and Jensen was in Vancouver for shoot so his kids were also with Danneel.

"Your beard has grown", Misha said and Jensen smiled, "Yeah do you like it?", he asked and Misha shrugged.

They missed each other badly, their souls were in pain, but they have been video calling each other whenever they could and even through a glitchy screen, even with oceans between them, Misha's smile reached him.

And for a moment, it was manageable, "Not my favourite, I liked your goatee you used to have, I think fans know it from JIB4", Misha said into the camera.

Jensen raised his eyebrow, "Oh", he said and Misha blushed lightly before changing the subject to Gish related.

"I won't be home for JJ's birthday, that's what is hard for me", Jensen said as their conversation proceeded and Misha comforted him.

Misha was going to be there for her birthday with West and Maison, they can't have a big party, but they can have family so he discussed that with Danneel before itself.

"Can't you find a way to come home?", Misha asked and they knew what it meant, home to Misha.

"Maybe if I get to shoot the scenes, or if they stop shoot altogether", Jensen said a little tired, he was tired without working much because his half soul was long away.

"It's ok, finish it, it's your time to shine, I'll hold the fort down", Misha said and Jensen gave him the most fondest smile he has ever smiled.

Soon the zoom had to end, but Jensen was immediately on call with Misha, "Hey baby", Jensen said letting his tiredness show.

"Oh honey, you sound so exhausted", Misha said and Jensen gave a tired laugh, "I am, I am missing you so badly, my body and soul are shutting down, I don't know whether that is possible, but I am", Jensen replied.

"It is possible, I am feeling the same, but when you come back, I'm gonna shower you with so much cuddles", Misha promised and Jensen smiled.

"I can't wait", Jensen said and for a few minutes they just talked—nothing important, really, just filling the silence with reminders that the other was still there. 

Jensen found himself memorizing the tilt of Misha's head, the way his laugh glitched through the phone speaker but still sounded like home.

When it was time to hang up, Jensen's chest tightened, "I love you", Jensen said his voice low and uncertain.

"As I love you baby, go eat something, rest, don't think too much", Misha advised, his voice firm and strong.

"Promise," Jensen said, though they both knew he wouldn't. Still, he ended the call, staring at the empty screen long after it went dark, aching for the warmth of Misha's arms.

~ Two days later ~

Misha was sitting outside on the lawn, book open on his lap, the late afternoon sun warming his shoulders. The quiet was comfortable, but it wasn't whole—not without Jensen's laughter echoing through the house. He turned a page, eyes scanning but not taking in the words.