Destiel one shots

There Will Still Be You and Me

"Wise men say, only fools rush in"...

Dean was still smiling at Cas when two cups shattered behind him, he turned to see Charlie's and Sam's cups on the floor smashed.

"Are you guys hurt?", Cas said and went to help them, but Dean stopped him, "Ignore them Cas, they have been acting like freaks all morning", he said holding Cas's arm.

"I can't ignore them like that Dean", Cas said and Dean shook his head, "I am not cleaning that up, unless you tell me what's going on", Dean said to them.

"What about you Dean? You like Elvis?", Sam asked softly as he picked the broken pieces and Dean saw Cas look at him.

He also looked deep into Cas's eyes as he answered, "Yeah... yeah I can dig Elvis", and Sam and Charlie dropped to their knees. Then they started to sob.

"Ok I think I broke them", Dean said as Cas shrugged Dean's hand away and helped Charlie and Sam get up and sit on the bed.

"Please tell me what's wrong, I can help", Cas said so earnestly the other two looked at each other and decided.

"Fanfiction", Sam said quietly, "Are you fucking kidding me? You two are acting like complete lunatics over some fanfic shit?", Dean asked and they flinched.

"Dean this isn't any fanfiction, this is different, you know me, I don't react like this over nothing", Sam explained.

"I'm sorry I'm not getting this", Cas said, "It's a fan written story about you and Dean, and it was heartbreakingly beautiful", Charlie explained.

"Oh come on! Now it's me and Cas, don't tell me you are reading porno about us, Sam", Dean said, "No, Dean, I mean yes there are some scenes, but I skipped it, but like Charlie said it was way too heartbreakingly beautiful", Sam explained.

"There are many fics there, I agree, some way more disgusting like us, you and Benny", Sam started and stopped as Dean gagged.

"What?", he asked, "Me and Benny, that's freaking disgusting, he was like a brother-Oh God!", Dean gagged again holding his stomach.

"I want to read it", Cas said and all looked at him in shocked, Dean forgetting what just happened, "What?, Not about you and others, about us, the one that's making them cry, Sam is right, he doesn't react like just for nothing, I want to know what broke your brother", Cas said explaining to Dean mostly.

"I mean if it is alright with you two", he said and Charlie wiped her tears and nodded, "I'll get my laptop", she said leaving.

"What are you waiting for Sammy? Let me read it too", Dean said pulling Sam with him, "Dean I don't think—", "Shhh, just go and get it Sammy, I'll show you who a real man is", he said walking to his room.

~ 6 hours later ~

Dean was in the shower trying to drown himself as tears streamed down his face non-stop, he had wanted a cold shower when he started reading the fanfic.

Then he had wanted a hot shower, not just hot, but burning hot, like he hated himself for doing those things in the book.

But by the end of the book, he wanted nothing but to drown himself so he wouldn't feel anything.

He just wanted the noise of the water to drown out everything in his head, the things he'd done to Cas over the years. The times he'd pushed him away. The times he'd let him fall.

He stopped as he remembered, Cas, God, Cas must be feeling awful was his only thought as he quickly shut the water and walked out.

He quickly wore his sweats and went to Cas's room, not bothering to wear a shirt, the bunker was eerily quiet for his liking, "Cas?", he called as he opened the Angel's door.