Destiel one shots

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It was a JenMish panel once again, after the show has ended and the covid lockdown was taken away.

"Hey", Jensen said softly, he had missed his partner, they only talked through video calls and zoom meetings for the past year and they met 3 days ago and was in their home the past three days, cuddling and kissing.

Their souls were in extreme pain and torment the past year and three days weren't enough, thankfully they were going to spend the rest of week and few more days than that together.

"Hi", Misha replied softly and they sat next to each other as close as possible, "How you doing?", Jensen asked going through their usual routine.

"Ok, surviving", Misha said and Jensen knew what he meant, Vicky and he were not doing good, for the first time in over twenty-five years, their marriage was cracking under the weight of too many silences and too many fights.

Jensen held his shoulder and Misha put on a smile immediately, he wasn't going to make Jensen upset.

"Let's take some questions", Jensen said changing the subject and the questions started, "Hi my questions is for both of you", the first fan said.

"Thank God", Misha said and Jensen, his love chuckled, "Well the question starts for Jensen, in the episode Rupture, Dean blames Cas for everything, if it had been Sam in Cas's place would he have blamed as much as he did? Is it right he calls Cas as his brother, but doesn't consider him even as family? And for Misha do you think Cas leaving in that episode was right and would he have stopped for any reason?", she asked and the whole audience ooh'ed.

Misha chuckled as Jensen looked at him for help, "Well, no, he wouldn't have", Jensen said and all the audience boo'ed.

"Ok ok, I get it, but that doesn't mean Cas isn't family, Cas is everything to Dean", Jensen said looking into Misha's eyes, both smiling fondly and for a minute it was just them.

"He just was in wrong mood and wrong place and well he suffered for it didn't he?", Jensen said and all nodded.

"Meesh", Jensen said, "Yeah, yeah what was the question?", Misha asked and all laughed, "I'm kidding", he said seeing Jensen relax.

"Yes, I think it is right that he left, he should have left long time ago, he was Dean's punching bag for way too long", he started and held his hand in defence as Jensen looked at him.

"Hear me out, Dean doesn't listen well, so you have to understand, Cas has been quite patient with Dean for 12 years, so it was right for him to leave and on what would have stopped him", Misha said pausing to think.

"Dean saying stop, sure, but at that moment I think nothing would have stopped him", Misha said and all cheered.

"Ok my question is about the beautiful sunset pictures you two shared in the past, was it purposeful, like you wanted that kind of picture or an accident? And how many pictures did you take?", the next fan asked and Misha and Jensen looked at each other.

They had taken plenty, but one always stood out—the one that became their lock screen. In it, their foreheads touched, Jensen's arms circling Misha's waist with a gentleness that felt like devotion itself, steady and sure, as though promising he wasn't going anywhere.

Misha's arms, though, told another story. They clung tight around Jensen's neck, desperate and unyielding, his grip rough with fear, as if he were begging the universe not to take this away—afraid that if he loosened even a little, Jensen might slip from his grasp.

His eyes were closed, the way one prays for something fragile to last forever, Jensen's, however, were open—memorizing Misha, drinking him in, his lips curved into that quiet smile, the one he gave only to him, a smile of gratitude, as if he were silently thanking the universe for this love.