Mine

Chapter Twelve

"I was the one who kissed you first! I was the one who was jealous of Jake and you getting serious! I was the one who thought you pulled away from me because you knew I liked you! God damn it Dirk! I love you with all my fucking heart, you are not allowed to think I don't like you or don't want to be with you!"
Dirk grabs my hands and stills them.

"It's because I love you that I worry I pushed you into this or something. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable, and if you still think having sex with me is weird maybe it's because you don't want to. I don't want you to do all of this stuff with me and not like it. I want it to be enjoyable and something we both want." I sigh and lay down on top of Dirk.

"I got all ready for you and then you had to piss me off and then make me feel really loved and I just want to nap now." Dirk chuckles and runs his hands through my hair.

"We have a lot of time to mess around now that you aren't working, so if you want to sleep you should. Don't let me decide whether you want to mess around or not."

"I'm not letting you decide." I rest my head on Dirk's chest and feel slightly bad for beating on him. He started it. Well, he said something I didn't like.

"I want you to trust me, so please let me do something for you the next time you feel like doing it." I laugh at Dirk and he kisses my forehead. "Stop being childish."

"But you said-"

"Don't even start." Dirk puts his hand over my mouth and raises an eyebrow. I close my mouth and he moves his hand. "You wanna shower or just put on a shirt?"

"Just give me your shirt from earlier. Then we can go to sleep." Dirk reaches for his shirt that is resting on the coffee table. He pulls it over my head and I put it on the rest of the way. We curl up on our sides with Dirk's arms wrapped around me. I drift off to sleep with ease.

I wake up around eight and surprisingly Dirk is still behind me with his arms wrapped around me. I close my eyes and try too scoot back into him a little bit. "You awake?" Dirk questions quietly.

"Yeah. What about you?"

"Hmm, funny." Dirk pushes his nose through my hair to my neck. I bite my tongue from telling him how weird that is. It's probably annoying him anyway. I roll over to face Dirk and watch as he opens his eyes slowly. His amber irises are even more beautiful when he's just waking up. "What?"

"Nothing." I smile and reach up to cup Dirk's face. "You're just so cute." I lean forward and kiss him slowly. He kisses me back for a few seconds before pulling away when his stomach growls.

"I know I'm gorgeous, but I'm also hungry."

"What do you want to eat?"

"Don't know, don't care, as long as you're the one making it."

"Ugh. Let me take a shower first and then I'll make you something."

"You don't have to. I can make it myself."

"No, I want to." Dirk kisses my forehead and I stand up. As soon as I do there is a knock on the door. Dirk and I glance at each other before Dirk calls out.

"Who's there?"

"It's Jake."

"Really, come on Jake just leave me alone."

"No, not until you let me explain myself." Dirk glances at me giving me an apologetic look.

"It's fine, handle him while I shower, but put clothes on first." I whisper. Dirk nods and calls out again.

"Alright, just give me a second." I grab my jeans from the floor and head to the bathroom. Dirk only puts on a pair of boxers before opening the door. I roll my eyes even though I'm in the bathroom and Dirk won't know. He's either trying to show off his abbs or trying to make Jake feel bad for leaving him. I shower as quickly as I can because I want to know what they're talking about. When I finish I open the door slowly and see Jake and Dirk locked in a battle between their eyes.