Another 4 hours till this agonizing day passes
Another painful and sleepless night thinking of her
But non of that matters
It takes every bit of strength in me to remain silent
Because going viral helps neither me nor her
She is going through an important chapter in her life
Affecting her emotion would be the last thing I wanna do
It is so unbearable
But I still have to act strong
Put on my mask and armour
I'm exhausting all my energy on the play
And am running empty on the inside
As if my lungs are refusing to breath anymore
And my heart is tired of beating
It is so difficult to carry on
