All I Ever Wanted (A Hunter Hayes Fanfic) *** EDITING ***

All I Ever Wanted: Part 30: Getting Over You

"Well, it's alright, is this goodbye... It won't hurt me for too long, I'll be fine on my own.... It'll take some time

But I know that I, I can find where I belong.... And I'll find it in a song..."-Hunter Hayes❤

Kay's POV:

Once Adi and I passed security, we boarded the plane. I took the window seat, and Adi took the aisle one. I looked at her as she grabbed my hand and squeezed it tightly. "It's going to be ok, we WILL get through this... Together. Yes it will take time, but our hearts will heal." "I know, it just hurts really bad right now. You know, there was a part of me that wanted to go back on that bus with Hunter, but then I thought about all of the heartache he has caused me for a day and a half, I realized, this is what's best for me. No matter how much I wish I were still in the comfort of Hunter's arms." We hugged each other with tears in our eyes. "I love you bestie." She told me through tears. I giggled a little, "I love you too." We released from our hug, and I looked at her and said, "relationships come and go, but friendships last forever." "You're right... So right." She said in almost a whisper. I plugged in earbuds to my phone, Adi took one side, and I took the other. I hit shuffle, and the first song that came on was 'Wanted'. Adi and I looked at each other, contemplating on whether or not to change the song. We decided not to. I sighed and leaned my head against Adi's shoulder. This was going to be a long flight home.

Hunter's POV:

I was a wreck. Kay was gone, and I don't know if or when I'd see her again. Sam was a mess too. He really loved Adi with all of his heart. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have let Nat control me. Yes, I did have feelings for her, but my heart belonged to Kay, and I didn't listen to the screaming voices in my head telling that to me. We walked back to the bus in complete silence, I couldn't stop thinking about the mess that had been created. Everything just happened so fast, one minute, Kay and I were as happy as ever, and the next, she and her best friend are on a flight back to Maine. What other option did I have? It is best for both of us right now, but I honestly feel like I made the wrong choice. When we got back onto the bus, Nat said, "you let her go huh?" I rolled my eyes. "Natalia, I don't want to talk about it." I snapped. Her jaw dropped as I went into my bedroom and slammed the door behind me. I felt sort of bad for snapping at Nat, but to be honest, she was the reason this whole mess even began. If she would've just kept her feelings to herself, I wouldn't have lost the love of my life, and neither would Sam. I let out a huge sigh as I fell back onto the bed. I felt tears start to stream down my face as I laid there and thought of all of the memories Kaylee and I have made. I had to let go of all these emotions I felt, and I knew exactly how. I sat up and grabbed my guitar, and began to strum my way into a tune. The tune made lyrics come to me. It was easy. It just happened. I began to sing as the words came to mind. 🎶The heart that I gave, The dreams that I made.... With someone who don't care

The times that I wasted.... Feelings I chased, That led me to nowhere

The sleepless nights, the drag-on fights.... The silence always won The heart that I cried.... The breaking inside.....The loneliness to come...."🎶 I dug out a notebook and began to let the lyrics pour down on paper.

•Later That Day•

Kay's POV:

The plane just landed. Adi and I agreed that we don't want to leave each other, so I'm staying at her house until both of us feel a little better. "Ready to go?" I asked Adi as she rolled her suitcase behind her. "Yep. As long as you are." "Lets go." I replied with a sigh. My heart is hitting even more now that we're back in Maine. Yes, everyone here missed me, and I missed them with everything in my heart, but the heartbreak I felt at that moment towered everything else. I called my Mom and said we were going to Adi's. She told me that if Hunter truly loves me like he claimed to, we'd find our way back together, in time. When we got to Adi's, we immediately ran upstairs to her bedroom and shut the door behind us. I plopped down on her bed and let the tears I'd been holding been all afternoon finally come out. She began to cry too. "What am I going to do Adi? I already miss Hunter SO MUCH..... And we've only been apart for a few hours." I sat up and continued. "I should be mad at him, but to tell you truth, I'm not. It's not his fault!" She sat down on the bed next to me. "It's Nat's fault." We said at the same time. "I can't believe Sam knew too." Adi said. "I know. It's unbelievable." "I really loved Sam Kay. I still do. He is the first person who I could be completely myself with. We made a promise that we were going to be completely honest with each other, and then he goes and keeps a secret he knew would break not only my heart, but my best friend's heart too. That's not ok with me." I giggled through my tears and said, "we need to do something to ease our heartbreak! Any ideas?" "Hmmmm...." She thought about it for a minute and then she grinned and continued. "Movie night and lots of ice cream?!" "You read my mind!" I said with a smile.

Hunter's POV:

I have been writing this song all night, and I wanted Sam to see it. I got up from my bed and opened the door. "Sam, can I show you something?" I yelled out. "Sure!" I sat back on the bed and he shut the door when he came in. "What is it?" He asked. "This..." I said as I handed him the paper with the lyrics. I began to song the chorus for him. 🎶Well, it's alright, is this goodbye... It won't hurt me for too long, I'll be fine on my own.... It'll take some time

But I know that I, I can find where I belong.... And I'll find it in a song...🎶 I continued and Sam sang along with me. 🎶I'll sing about freedom searching for new love.... Ignorance is bliss, Knowing I'm not the only fool who's been, Hurt just like this

I'll sing about making honest mistakes and heartaches I've gone through... Yeah, then I'll forgive... I won't have to forget the good things about you....🎶 We finished the song and Sam had tears in his eyes and so did I. "Wow, that is great Hunter, truly amazing." "Thank you Sam. I just... I feel like I made the wrong choice you know? The worst part is, now I can't do anything about it! Kaylee and Adelina are gone, and we may never see them again. Yes, I have feelings for Natailia, but honestly, she treated Kaylee with no respect whatsoever. Sam, that isn't the Nat I used to know and love, she used to be, sweet, fun, spunky.... She used to be the person I fell in love with all those years ago." "Then if you feel that way, they why did you

let her stay, and tell Kay and Adi to go home?" Sam asked in confusion. "Nat has a way of playing mind games with me Sam. I know! I should have figured that out by now! Of course, when I finally realize it-it took letting the love of my life walk out that door. I have to live with choice now Sam. By me writing this song, it's my way of trying to let her go." "I feel so stupid for not telling Adi your plan, but I didn't want to her! I guess I was wrong for doing that, because I hurt her even more by not telling her... And now... I may never see her again. Hunter, I miss her so much." "I know.... I miss Kay too.... More than she'll ever know."

•Later That Night•

Kay's POV:

After a few hours of Adi and I crying over sappy romance movies and stuffing our faces with cartons of ice cream, we decided to go to bed. I picked up my suitcase and lifted it onto the bed. I opened it, and my heart broke into a million pieces when I found Hunter's sweatshirt on the very top, with a note attached to it. I picked it up, it read: "Kaylee, my beautiful girl. I hope you know that I would've never let you leave today if I didn't think it was the best choice for both of us. I love you so much.... And that's why- that's why, I want you to move on. Find someone who will never have to leave you for months at a time. Find someone, who loves you.... For everything you truly are. I

want someone to see that happy, giggly, loving girl, that I fell in love with the morning I met you on the beach, give you that unconditional love and support that you deserve. I am so sorry that I wasn't that person. You may think I was, but I know that if I truly was that man for you... I would've made a different choice last night.... Kay, I want you to know, that I will NEVER EVER forget you... I want you to keep that sweatshirt. I know how much you love it. Keep the ring, keep the necklace. Keep all of those things as things to remember our memories together. With all of that being said, that doesn't mean that we won't find our

way back each other. If we are truly meant to be together forever, I kmow I'll see you again, and if I don't, I will know that meant that you found the true love of your life. I will always love you Kaylee, just remember that.

All my love, Hunter." I cried as I pulled out the sweatshirt and buried my face into it, inhaling the scent of his cologne that lingered throughout it. I laid back and held the sweatshirt close to my heart. I whispered through my tears, "I love you so much Hunter Hayes.... Forever and always..."