Interracial 5sos

Expecting A.I

Shit shit shit shit shit.Tears fell out of my eyes as rage built up I became angry at myself.I wanted to curl up in a little ball and pinch my skin until i woke up.I did.I started pinching my skin and opening my eyes.Anything to wake from a nightmare like this.Im 17.One year away from being an adult and another from being 16 and pregnant.

I hid it under my sink and called him as fast as I could.My fingers shaking as i pressed the contacts list.

"Hey babe."

I sniffed and hiccuped into the phone uncontrollably.

"Its positive."

Silence.

"What?"

"Im pregnant Liam."

"Sarah.Baby im coming over."

"NO!No my dad he'll see you."

After sitting in my bedroom for about two days thinking of ways to tell my dad i wandered into my mom's room.It was somewhat easier to tell her than i thought it would be.

"Mommy?"

"Yes baby girl?"

"How do I tell dad?"

She sat up and beckoned for me to lay my head on her.I began to cry silently into her while she played with my curly hair.She lifted my face as I felt the cool air hit my wet cheeks.My head hurt and i wanted to die.She only poured studying me.

"Look at those eyes.Those pretty green eyes.You gotta tell him yourself baby girl.If you want I'll be right next to you."

I nodded.And so when ready we walked down the stairs to see my dad on the couch asleep.I turned to walk back upstairs,but my mom stopped me and beckoned me forward.As if he already doesn't get cranky when woken up.

"Daddy."

He groaned and scrunched his face up.

"Daddy."

I shook him and his eyes opened up.His eyes the exact same as mine.We had alot of resemblance as a naked eye could tell.The nose and the eyes.Not to mention my dimple.

"Daddy i have to tell you something."

He sat up his fun loving dad side turned worried.Fuck this was hard already and i felt tears coming and a gigantic knot in my stomach and a lump in my throat that i couldn't just swallow.

"Sarah."

My eyes teared up.

"I was and then.We did use protection im on a pill but-"

"What the hell are you talking about!?"

"Daddy please."

"Sarah I swear to god."
He stood up.

"Im pregnant dad.Im sorry.I didnt mean for it to happen."

I erupted in sobs seeing his face.My mom then came forward and patted my back telling me to go to my room.

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Sarah laid on her back as she heard the arguments coming from the downstairs living room.Each shout made a tear fall from her eyes and each time she heard a pounding noise she held her breath.

"You knew too!"

"Yes I did.Ashton you need to calm down."
Y/N said her arms cross.

"Cal- Calm down!I didnt even know she was on birth control let alone letting a teenage hormonial  boy into this house and letting him walk into her room!?"

He was shaking.The last time he got this angry....well he hasn't.

"I cant even look at you right now.Either of you."

He rolled his hands into fists and massaged his forehead with the tip of his thumb.Y/N then grabbed his face and cupped it in her hands.

"Ashton Fletcher Irwin.Do you know how much she needs you right now."

"I can't belive this.",He yelled.

"Ash."

"Y/N i cant belive you both of you would keep this from me.I cant look at you right now."

"You can look at me and you will."

He sighed and turned towards her.

"Im not ready."

"Neither is she Ashton.You and i is all she hasbright now."

"When you were pregnant this was so much easier."

Y/N scoffed and walked towards him.

"For which one of us?Did you not forget my dad almsot killed you.We weren't married and they only saw you like three times."

He chuckled.

"You need to talk to her."

He looked up at her with those green eyes.The same eyes that their daughter has,those sad worried eyes.

He grabbed her hand and pulled her towards him.

"Im sorry."

"I know.Its okay.You're scared.You've never done this before..,but it's  okay.You have me too ya know."

She said shrugging.Ashton fell in love  all over again.The way she could make him so calm even if its the angriest hes ever been.
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"Sarah?"

A sniffle was heard and the lights were shut off leaving nothing but the moonlight in the cracks of the blinds.

She was on her side crying herself to sleep.He bit his lip and walked towards her bed.He laid down next to her.She sniffled and squeezed her eyes shut.

"I-Im.Sarah i nedd you to know that i didnt mean to hurt you i am just-I am so disappointed in you.I trusted you you know.I expected so much more from you.Fro-from my baby girl."
He said it slowly trying to perfectly sculpt each word for his feelings.

He let tears fall from his eyes and didnt care about holding them back.

"Sarah Dawn Irwin.As long as you have my blood in your veins i am your dad and that will never change.I just.I need to know you won't  disappoint me like this ever again."

"I swear I wont.I'm sorry daddy.",she cried hard.

Ashton grabbed her waist and hugged her so that she could cry into his chest and he would so that his tears would fall from his cheeks to her pillows.He held her that night.For the first time he held her like the baby girl hehe saw her as since she was an infant.

"You're still my baby girl."

Im so srry these errors r fucking you up but i come back so that way i dont wait too long to update.This was new one it as weird to write but ya know.