Interracial 5sos

Rare Is This Love L.H

Whenever things are going so great something wrong has to happen. Always.

He was so happy and so were you seeing him happy. But you got an email. The fans just wouldn't stop harassing you and it was so hard to live life or post a photo with out being insulted. You were already low o confidence seeing every other girl in the crowds with straight hair and small noses and pale skin to compliment their crazy colored hair.

Luke came home that night and with a smile he hugged and kissed you and you gave a weak smile.

"What's wrong?",he said squeezing your shoulders.

You shook your head."Nothing. I uhm.I need to tell you something."

You motioned for him to sit down and he looked back up at you with his blue eyes and you broke. You let out a sob and then deeply breathed back in.

You looked up with a teary smile and he was chewing his lip and had your hand in his on instinct to comfort you.   He would do nothing less for the girl he loved.

"I need you to break up with me.",you said.

It'd be better if he said it to you cause you couldn't do it to him.

"What?",he said practically inaudible.

His nose turned red and his eyes started filling with tears.

"No. I don't want to break up with you."

"Luke please. Just repeat after me.",you said squeezing his hand and bringing it to your heart."

"Y/N.",he said giving sorrowful look.

"Y/N I know you love me. But I don't love you.",you said.

"That's not true.",he chocked with his eyes over flowing.

"Please."

He looked you in the eyes and then closed his putting his face down then quickly bringing it back up. His tears had spilled falling down and tracing his jawline as his nose red and sniffing.

"Y/N I know you love me. But I don't love you.",he repeated.

You bit your lip and nodded. It didn't hurt any less. "And I would be better off without you."

He shook his head as his lips trembled and he let out a groan.

"And I would be better off without you.",he repeated again.

"Good okay.",you said as your tears fell from your face and onto your chest.

"And if you ever loved me then leave me.",you spoke softly.

"I can't. You know I can't.",he said holding your cheek.

"I know. So Luke if you ever loved me. Leave me.",you finished.

He leaned in and pressed his lips gently against yours. He loved you more than life itself and if you wanted to leave. He couldn't stop you no matter how much his heart pains him to. He would beg for you to stay but even then he knew you wouldn't be happy. He would wonder for years where he went wrong. And son your face would fade from his memories leaving nothing but a name and the blurry image of your skin colour.

You grabbed his hair and hugged him tightly as he held you closer than your ribs would allow.

He released your like from his breathing you in for the last time.

"Count to ten. Eyes closed.",you whispered in his ear.

He looked in your brown eyes as he slowly closed them. He held on to your face your eyes your smile your cries. Anything he could to remember you. Even though he could never forget.

He counted and he heard your footsteps and then a closed door.

Then he finally counted ten and his eyes opened and he took off. He opened the door and closed it running down the stairs. If he could only find you. He ran. To the front lobby where his band mates saw him and greeted him but then became aware of his state.

"Y/N just ran out we asked her- are you okay?", Calum spoke.

Luke didn't hear them. The worry was only a blur in his ear. But then he saw cameras go off and fans screaming and he ran towards it. He ran outside and saw the back of you. He wanted to run towards it but fans screaming and the flashes blinded him until he finally ran past them.

And you were gone. As if you were a just a piece of his imagination that had never existed. And that's when he put his fist to his mouth and the tears fell fast. He then heard it go quiet.

"Y/N!",he yelled seeing just a glimpse of you. You turned around and saw him. Just the same you waved and he chocked on a sob.

And when you waved he knew. He knew he would see you again. He had seen your naked soul as you had seen his. You were going to see each other again. So he gave small smile and gave a small wave back.

Because you both knew a love like that doesn't die with just words. It dies when you both do.

A/N

I tried. I think I should just rename this 5sos interracial sad preferences and imagines ✌💀