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Crush A.I H.P.O.V

He was my best friend. He gave me confidence. He was sweet and could make me laugh harder than anyone else.

I wanted him to be mine but he had a girlfriend. She's pretty. But he invited to lunch and I could tell she was stiff. Then he text me 'sorry' and didn't speak to me for a while.

How pathetic would you have to be to end up crying over something you lost that wasn't even yours.

It was lunch now and as usual I wasn't hungry.

I was getting my wallet from my locker and I put it in my bag.

"Danni?"

I turned around and gave a small smile to the teenage boy wearing an army jacket and jeans.

"Danni I'm sorry. I cut you off and I didn't want to its just-"

"Honestly Ashton I don't care. Truth is bitter sweet.",I said closing my locker and beginning to walk away.

He sent butterflies toy stomach and my heart jumped when he grabbed my hand.

"Please. I can work something out with Y/N-"

"If she doesn't want you to talk to me then why are you? Be the little bitch you are and listen to your little girlfriend I'm not stopping you.", I said voice wavering.

"Danni come on please. I'm sorry."

I looked up.

"Please. I'd never-"

I didn't know why or why I should have but it felt so fucking good. He didn't pull away,but instead hugged me closer and I wrapped hands around his neck.

  He then groaned and pulled away.

"Shit.",I swore covering my mouth.

He was panting looking at the ground. His face was the definition of guilt.

"I'm so sorry Ashton."

"I kissed you back. I-",he was heavily breathing. Hr tugged at his hair and looked around at the cameras stammering.

"I'm gonna lose her.",he stammered quickly,heavily,and breathlessly.

"I'm sorry Ashton.",I said my heart racing.

"Its not your fault i-i kissed you back."

"She didn't see us Ashton."

"But what if her friend did. What if her best friend did!? Anyone could tell her. I-"

I squatted down my eyes furrowed.

He was beginning to sweat and his breathing was fast.

"Ashton fuck.",I said getting out a Folder and fanning him.

"Calm down please!",I said fanning him.

I put my hand on his cheek and fanned him. As he closed his eyes and took deep breaths. He opened them and the bell rang. He went to the clinic sick to his stomach in worry. If he was this bad feeling guilt I'd hate to see him with a broken heart.

I had a class with her next. But when her name was called there wasn't a sound. The teacher hummed.

"Could've sworn I saw her earlier."