Interracial 5sos

Crush A.I

He didn't get a text like he usually would. He didn't get a call. His anxiety was on high for weeks.

She was guilt tripped closing all social media. Locking her self in her room and not texting anyone. Waiting for the greenlight from Ashton that would mean all is forgiven.

You were heartbroken. Trying to convince yourself you deserved better but there wasn't anyone better for you. You just asked your self how could you be so fucking stupid. You said it was you own fault. You cried sometimes laying in bed a pit in your stomach and an empty cage where your heart should be.

You barely left your room. Your parents had jobs of their own.

((Siblings had their own lives to contribute to.))

You were alone and you liked it that way. Your tears were meaningless now. They would silently fall from your eyes without you knowing in class, lying saying you yawned. You took different ways to class and haven't seen Ashton. It was driving him crazy. You had already fallen down the rabbit hole.

You didn't want to talk to him. Hopefully silence gave him a hint. Unfortunately he didn't want to take it. But alas there was a knock on your door.

You sat up quickly.

"Fuck.",you mumbled wiping the unfelt tears coming from your eyes.

He walked in and you started shaking your head.

"No .No .No!",you said getting on your knees.

"Y/N-"

"Get out you no good cheating bastard!",you grunted throwing stuffed animals and pillows.

"Stop! Just-",he stopped as a stuffed animal hit him in the face.

He caught it and threw it back on the bed. He began walking towards you and you stood up quickly throwing a water bottle at his shoulder.

"You piece of shit!",you yelled.

He still walked towards you. You picked up a pair of tweezers with a pointy tip and he stopped sighing.

"Leave me alone."

"You know I can't.",he said.

"You have a girlfriend.",you glared

"You're my girlfriend."

"No that bitch Danni. Go to her. You lost the title of being my boyfriend after you kissed her."

"It wasn't-"

You stopped him holding up your finger.

"But you still did it. No matter what excuse you have. You still kissed her. Did you sleep with her too?"

"No Y/N. I just want you to know its only you. And I'm willing to wait for you no matter how long it takes for you to love me again. To forgive me."

"What makes you think I ever stopped?",you mumbled.

He looked up at you. You threw the tweezers at his chest. He wasn't fazed by it.

"Huh!? What makes you think I stopped. I was crying before you came here I'll be crying when you leave. My tears are being  wasted on a love that obviously didn't exist. Fuck you!",you screamed.

You turned around a hand on your waist as they began to fall again.

"Fuck!",you yelled wiping your eyes with the back of your hand.

"I love you.",he said his voice wavering.

"No. You don't get to say that. Say that again and god so help me I will kill you.",you said bitterly.

He walked closer to you and you still didn't have the strength to push him away. He put his hand on the side of your cheek. You looked away from the green eyes that once wanted for your children.

"I love you Y/N. Threats aren't gonna make me change my mind. Because I'm the one that fucked up. Since I'm the one that hurt us- broke us even though I promised I wouldn't. And because I caused it I'm gonna do everything to make it right."

"Kiss me.",you said quietly.

Looking at his lips and to his eyes as they locked in on you, you closed your eyes as you tasted him on your tongue. You put your arms around his neck and pulled him closer missing his body heat. He hugged you closer to him his hands roaming your body as you pulled at his hair.

"Love me like you did.",he breathed."I'll give you anything. Please."

For a lonely person I act like I know how heartbreak feels :^)