Colleen pov
I have to sit down. I sit down quickly as I continue talking to Heather in the backyard. I am half listening and half not. I stop her mid sentence and grab her hand. "Heather go get Josh please" I say feeling pale. She jumps up and runs into the house as he quickly follows. I lift myself up to him and walk to the driveway pretending everything is ok so party guests don't start freaking out. "Baby whats wrong?' he asks me rubbing my belly as he holds me tight with the other. "I don't feel good babe. Like not at all" I say starting to get upset. "Ok lets go lay down" he says as we walk into the house with smiles on our faces until I reach our bedroom. I hug him tight as he nuzzles into my neck. "Lay down sweetheart" he says as I nod and lay down. "You look green babe" he says sitting beside me. I grip his hand as he kisses my fingers watching me. Just then my phone rings and I pass it to Josh. "Hello?" I hear him say. "She isn't doing well. She is laying down right now" he says half smiling at me as he listens. "Ok. I will tell her" he says closing his eyes getting upset. I watch him hang up and he lays on me crying. "Josh?" I ask pulling him up. "That was the doctor. Your body is fighting the baby. She thinks because you were untreated for so long you will loose it" he sobs. I start crying and hug him. "There are too many antibodies attacking your system" he says rubbing my belly as he bends down to kiss it. I am in shock. Absolute shock. Rachel knocks on our door and sees our faces and we explain everything to her and she cries as well. "Rachel please tell everyone I am not feeling well and that we are kindly asking them to go home since we already ate" I say sniffling. She nods and walks out as Josh and I stare at each other in disbelief. "Say we can't get pregnant again Josh. This needs to happen!" I cry. "We will babe. Lets wait and see" he says.I lay down further and fall asleep. My body is done.
I wake up in the middle of the night in pain. I slowly get up from bed not waking up Josh and walk out to the kitchen and sit down on the floor as I grab my belly and cry. This isn't fair. Josh and I want to be parents so badly but both of our bodies have put up a fight. I lay down and curl into a ball sobbing. I hear running down the hall and see Josh slide beside me. "Its happening baby....I am loosing the baby" I say grabbing him.
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It Needs to Happen
FanfictionJoshleen- Colleen and Josh have dreamed of having a family. They have tried everything and it is tearing at their relationship