It Needs to Happen

Chapter 34

Josh POV

Lily is 6 months old now. Colleen is back working on her series as I take care of Lily. We vlog most days and post our days as Daddy and daughter. I love her and she is my world. She is an extremely happy baby and is amazing little girl. We walk through the park everyday and along the pond and sit on a blanket and enjoy the outside. Today she is laying on the blanket beside me as I blow on her stomach as she giggles. My phone rings and its Colleen. "Hi baby" I say. "Hey whatcha doing?" She asks. "Laying on the blanket at the park" I say. "Sounds nice" she says. "I am coming home now. Not feeling good" she says. "You ok?" I ask sitting up. "Hope so" she says. "We will meet you at home" I say picking Lily up and placing her in the stroller. "Ok babe" she says. I hang up and we walk back to our house. I see her car already in our driveway as I enter the gate. I scoop up Lily as she sleeps and carry her inside and up to her crib. I close her bedroom door and walk through to our room looking for Colleen. She isn't anywhere in the house. I look out from our bedroom window to our backyard and I see her in the pool. Her favourite place. I throw on some swim trunks and bring the baby monitor out with me. She hears me come through the back door and smiles as she lays on the floating lounger. "Doing ok baby?" I say as I walk down the stairs in the pool to join her. "Nauseous" she says. I swim over to her and kiss her lips and rub her back. "Love you baby" I say watching her. She slides off the lounger and wraps herself around me as I hold her while I stand in shallower waters. We sit there in silence for a bit. She is breathing heavy in my arms. "Maybe we need to get you checked out doll?" I ask still holding her. "Josh" she whispers. "Hmmm" I say kissing her neck. "I know why I am sick" she says. "Why?" I ask pulling back from her to look at her face. She stares at me. "Don't be mad" she whispers. I know what she is going to say. "Colleen no babe. Your heart baby" I say holding her. She is crying. "Its too close to Lily's pregnancy. Is it safe?" I say. "Don't be mad. Don't hate me" she begs. "Its not your fault babe it just scares me" I say. She nods kissing my lips. "Did you miss a pill?" I ask tearing up. "I was late by two days taking them when I was sick a few weeks ago" she says. I nod. She starts to sob. "Its ok baby we will work through it" I say. She smiles through her tears and kisses me again. I grab her tight and passion ignites as our kiss intensifies. I run my hands down her back to her butt as she wraps around me tighter. I carry her to the stairs as we continue to kiss as I lay her down on the towel as I lay on her. "Need you" I say as I take off her bottoms and slide my bathing suit off. She runs her hands along my chest and I am so turned on. I run my hands between her legs as I watch her. "Ready hey sweetheart?" I smile as she nods. I slide myself into her as her legs raise. "Holy shit babe" I say hardly controlling myself as we make love. "Cum Josh" she says panting biting her lip. I push into her one last time and release. I lay down on her kissing her. "We will be fine sweetheart" I whisper as she holds me tight.