Once In A Lifetime

☯ Chapter Twenty Five

Erica POV

I Finish Feeding The Kids And They Both Fell Asleep In My Arms Sitting Up On Leg With Their Backs And Head Slouched Into Me After A Diaper Change. Cyn Laying Her Head In My Lap.

Cyn: You Want Me To Lay Them Down In The Crib? I Know How You Feel About Spoiling Them.

Erica: Actually No * Smiling As I Look Down At Them* I'm Ready Though

Cyn: For? * Confused*

Erica: To Tell You Everything. No Secrets And A lot Of The Things I Do You Will Seem To Understand. Like For Instance Why They Don't Have Nor I Won't Allow Them To Be High Seats.

Cyn: * Sitting Up* Okay I'm All Ears

Erica: Lay Back Down Though. It Was Comfy* Pouting*

Cyn: So My Head In Between Your Legs Is Comfy * Smirking*

Erica: No..Well Ye... shut Up And Lay Back Down * Laughing*

Cyn: Okay Babe * Laughing As She Lay Back Down*

Erica: * Take A Deep Breath* Well It All Started When I Wasn't Even In Introduce Into The World. My Mother Got In Some Trouble And Had Me In Prison. I Was With My Sister For A Year, Linda, But She Couldn't Take Care Of Me And Jason. One Of Us Had To Go And Jason Was Five. I Was Sent Off To Foster Care. They Place Me Under This Evil Woman. She Only Took Me In For The Money. The Other Kids Was Hers. Every Day She Would Carry Me To The High Chair And I'll Be In There All Day About To Sufficient Cause Of How Tight The Strap Was * Tearing Up*

Cyn: Bab-

Erica: No Cyn I Gotta Be Truthful Sooner Or Later.

Cyn: Okay Baby * Holding My Head*

Erica: As A Two Year Old I Looked Eight Months Old Because She Barley Fed Me Or The Food Was Too Hot For Me To Eat. Once I Looked Bout Blue And One Of Her Boys Tried To Help Me But She Walked In Popped Him And Said She Isn't One Of Us. Now These Days If You Bring In The Money People Treat You Like Gold But It Was The Opposite Of Me. I Spent Two Years Of Hell With That Woman. That's Why I Won't Let The Kids Be Near Or In High Chairs. I Clean Because She Kept Me Filthy. I Had A Yeast Affection At The Age Of Three Because She Wouldn't Change Me Or Let Me Go Potty. On My Fifth Birthday My Mother Came For Me. She Gave Me Everything But I Barely Saw Her And My Siblings Were In Their Own World. I Was Still Grateful Because She Held Me At Night When She Came From Work. She Was My Everything You Know * Wiping My Tears* But All That Changes When I Met Trevor. I Just Got My Period And I Thought I was All That. He Was The Sweetest Boy You Will Ever Meet. So Of Course We Spent A lot Of Time Together But Sonia, My Mother, Wasn't Haven't It. I Thought It Was Unfair Since Linda Was Always Out With Her Friends. Me And Sonia Stayed In An Argument. Especially Over Trevor. So After About A Year I Truly Couldn't See Myself Without Him We Thought Of The Next Step In Our Relationship. Ma Wasn't Home And We Just Got Internet. We Watched Porno Together* Laughing Through My Tears*. We Thought It Was Funny But Liked Seeing It Cause We Did It Together.

Cyn: * Laughing* Wow Babe

Erica: I Know Right But Anyway He Wanted To Try It Out And Being Young And Haven't Had Sex Ed I Was Like Okay. That's Day He Popped My Cherry But After He Seen The Blood We Never Tried It Again. So Sonia Asked Me Two Weeks Later You Was I Fucking And I Was Like Nobody Ma. Then She Was Like Why Your Ass Spreading And I Came Out And Told Her The Truth.

Cyn: What She Do?

Erica: She Flipped Shit Calling Me A Whore, Bitch, This And That. She Even Slapped Me. I Can Still Feel The Burn Like It Was Yesterday. She Started Treating Me Like Shit So I Ran Away. I Lasted Two Weeks On The Streets And Came Back Crawling To Her Like A Little Bitch. I Found Out He Died A Week Before My Return And I Cried With No One To Lean On. You Would Have Loved Him.* Smiling* He Was Kinda Like You But Had A Penis And Vision Art. * Sniffling At Wipe My Tears*

Cyn: * Handed Me A Wipe*

Erica: Thank You * Wiping My Tears* He Was My Everything. I Felt Like I Wanted To Get Into A Whole And Die Until I Met This Beautiful Girl Name Chrissy. She Was Older Than Me But She Shown Me Care And Love. We Did Everything Together. She Saw Me Nakey In The Shower And Wasn't Phased So She Just Hoped In * Laughing* But That Went Down The Drain Once I Felt For Her More Than A Friend And Once I'm Happy And We Are Together And Fucking Sonia Just So Happened To Find Me In Her Car Nakey. She Threw All My Shit Out And Told Me To Get My Disrespectful Ass Somewhere Else Cause She Ain't Raising No Thotty. So Me Being Grown Ass Fuck And Stupid Left And Thought Chrissy Would Take Care Of Me. Only Not Knowing She Was Druggie. She Left Me Alone, Which Caused Me To Go To Drugs. I Did Weed, Meth Once, And Pill Popping. It Made Me Feel Happy Until I Walked Into That Abandon House On 53 Rd Street. I Was Willing To Do Anything And I Was Giving This Black Pill. It Made Feel I Don't Know.... Giddy I Guess But I Ended Up Waking Up With Two Strangers And Pregnant. Now I Didn't Know It Was Raul Until We Came Into Contact. He Apologized And We Started Talking. I Lived With Him And He Took Great Care Of Me Until I Gave Her Up. We Weren't On The Border Line Of Stability But She Deserved So Much Better. I Gave Her To A White Couple The Day She Was Born. I Never Thought She Will End Up Foster Care. Two Later I Was Force To Work In Pain But I Did It For Me Also. I Was His Video Vixen. He Took My Money And Did Whatever Then Come Hit Me Cause I Would Let Him Fuck Me. I Couldn't Have Sex Because I Just Given Birth. So Um..* Tearing Up* I Was Already Shit So I Took It Like A Man. He Had M-

Cyn: Babe* Wiping My Tears*

Erica: He Rape Me * Crying Lightly* I Was Just Blessed With Good Pussy * Softly Laughing* Than King Came Along. Since Its His Child And I Had No Where Else To Go I Was Stuck Until I Almost Died With My Baby After He Punched My Stomach. That Was It For Me And I Grabbed My Four Hundred Dollar Check And Left. He Can Keep His money. I Made It Stretch For Two To Three Months. I Started Going Dry During The Worse Weather. Everything Is Too Good To Be True For Me But Now I'm Here With You And Our Beautiful Children. * Smiling* I Not Only Love You I'm In Love You* Squeeze Her Hand Lightly As My Tears Flow*

Cyn: * Crying As Well* You Have No Idea How Long I've Been Waiting For You To Say That. I'm In Love With You And Have Been Since We Met. I Just Didn't Know It. No One Will Come Near You And Our Kids. That Son Of Bitch Is Gonna Die In My Bare Hands. I Thank You Very Much Because You Taught Me Not To Take Anything For Granted, Be Grateful, And How To Love Again. I Love Those Kids Like They Are Mine. Hell They Are Mine And Fuck Who Says Different. * Wiping Our Tears*

Erica: * Smiling* Thank You But I Have A Question.

Cyn: Okay Shoot* Sitting Up*

Erica: How Come You Can't Have Kids?

Cyn:.................................................

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