Once In A Lifetime

☯Chapter Eleven

Cyn POV

She Got Me All The Way Messed Up To Yell At Me Cause Bitch I Ain't The One. She Lucky I Didn't Choke Her And Put Her Back On The Streets. Now That Would Be Mean Of Me. I Don't Do Wrong Cause Others Do Wrong Toward Me. Sometimes I Wish I Wasn't Feeling Her. I Left Out The Car Cause I Wanted To Kiss Her And Strangle Her. I Hate Yelling And Getting Mad Especially At Her Cause I Know She's Been Through Some Shit But So Have I And Everyone Else And Still Fucking Standing. I Sit Down On The Patio To Breath Before I Go In The House. I Look Like A Fire Hydrant Right Now And Steaming Like Hell.

I Laid Back And Felt Pressure On My Lap Which Caused Me To Sit Up. She Has Her Legs Spread Apart Across My Lap As She Looks At Me With Small Tears Down Dried Up On Her Face. I Hate Seeing Her Cry But I'm The One That Caused It This Time. She Just Looks Down Fiddling With Her Fingers.

Erica: I'm Sorry. I Didn't Mean To Make You Mad. I'm Sorry I Am Scared And Not Opening Up. I Just Really Need Money.

Cyn: I Have..* Clearing My Throat* Damn What Was I Saying? My Throat Is Sore Like Fuck* Rubbing My Throat* Oh Yeah I Have Money But I Understand What You Are Saying. Its Just Stripping Isn't The Way. I'll Die Inside If I See You On A Pole* Wrapping My Arms Around Her Waist* That's Degrading Your Body. You Can't Be Sorry For Being Scared But You Have A Child, Me, And Gaining A Support System. Don't Let Your Past Fuck Up Your Present. I'm Not Gonna Lie You Pissed Me The Fuck Off Cause How You Came At Me. You Leave Me In The Dark And Its Been Almost A Month Since You Came Home With Me.* Holding Her Hands*

Erica: Cyn Are You Into Me? * Looking Up*

Cyn: You Want Me To Lie And Say I Just Like To Play Around Or Tell You The Real Deal? lol Why Do You Ask?

Erica: All Honesty Because You Said You Don't Want Pervs Seeing What's Yours.

Cyn: Um Okay.....I Do Have Feelings For You. I Think The Day I Saw How Beautiful You Were Even Though You Were Covered In Dirt I Did Cause I Didn't Care How You Looked Or Smelled. I Stayed By Your Side. I'm Not In Love But I'm Feeling Something Strong Between Us. You Are Finally Getting Use To A Warm Bath Or Whatever To My Assumption So I'm Trying To Be Friends But What Happen In The Car Just Pushed Me Over The Edge. I Don't Want To Be Walking On Egg Shel-

She Grabbed And Held My Face As She Smashes Her Soft Lips Against Mine. I Immediately Kiss Back Holding Her Against Me. She Tilts Her Head As Dropping Her Hands From My Face To Wrapping Them Around My Neck. Her Full Lips Is In Sync With Me. I Grip The Sides Of Her Shirt Lightly Touching Her Skin. Her Bottom Lip Is Gritted Through My Teeth As I Pull Away But Still Had Hold Of Her.

Cyn: * Smiling Wide* Wow What Was That For * Pressing My Forehead Against Her*

Erica: My Apology And Appreciation* Caressing The Back Of My Neck*

Cyn: Damn I Should Yell At You More Often* Laughing*

Erica: Pleasee Don't * Pouting*

Cyn: I Promise I Wont. Are You Feeling Me?

Erica: I Don't Know But Its Confusing. Can We Talk About This At Home?

She Finally Said Home Instead Of Your Place. You Know I'm Geeked. I Got A Kiss And She Call Our Place Home.

Cyn: Yeah But Can I Get Another Kiss?

Erica: Hell No Cause I Didn't Want To Be Here * Getting Up* But What's Done Is Done Even Though

Cyn: I'm Sorry I Don't Want My Ma To Take Me Out Of This World. Ill Try To Make Smooth As Possible * Grabbing Her Hand* Sorry About Yelling At You

She Only Nods And Faintly Smile. We Walked In And Heard King Crying Like Hell And He Barley Cries. That Set Me And Erica Off.