Once In A Lifetime

☯Chapter One

Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion

And all those things I didn't say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My power's turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care if nobody else believes
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

That Song Constantly Play This Song When I Dream. That's All I Can Do Is Dream But In Reality I Gave Up A Long Time Ago. I Don't Understand Why I Was Born. Father Didn't Want Me. Mother Couldn't Keep Me. Sister Was Too Young To Handle Me. Foster Mom Didn't Need Me For Other Than The Money. Foster Dad Want To Play With " Fresh And Pure" Pussy. Real Mother Got Me And Just Dumped Me Out On The Streets After The Death Of My First Love Tre And For Losing My Virginity. Me Being Stupid Feel Into The Arms Of A Mad Man Who Doesn't Want His Own Kid And Here I Am Now...Pregnant, Scraping To Feed Me And My Baby, Living On A Street Corner Couch By A Dumpster. I, Erica Mena Eight Months Pregnant, Was Born Out Of Abomination. Who Would Want A Messy Nobody Like Me?

???: Aye Stank Bitch Get Yo Ass Upz
* Kicking My Legs* We Need This Space So Go Fetch Yourself A Chicken Bone* Laughing* Not Like You Can Get One With Yo Ugly Pregnant Ass

I Just Simply Get Up Cause This Is The Bronx And I'm On The Bottom Of The Food Chain And Too Week. I Don't Talk Much Anyways. I Get Up And Felt The Cold Pavement Through The Sole Of My Shoes. My Oversize Coat Is The Only Thing Keeping Me Warm. As I Was Walking As Usual Just Looking Aro-

Erica: AW FUCK * Holding My Shoulder*

???: OMG I'm So So Sorry. See This Is Why I Don't Play Hide And Seek In The Streets While Its Dark. STELLA YOU MADE ME HURT SOMEONE!!

Damn Does She Know That Right Beside Her Right

Erica: I'm Fine * Looking Up*

I Looked Up And She's Kind Of Shorter Then M-

???: Damn You Rough

That's My Que To Walk Away. I Hate Judgmental People Cause That Was Just Rude. I Nod And Walk Away Until She Runs And Get In Front Of Me

???: I'm Sorry It Ju....Um I Didn't Mean It The Way It Came O-

???: Who Did Yo Clumsy Ass Hit Now?

This Girl Here Is About The Same Height As Her But With Blonde Hair

???: It Was An Accident And I'm Really Sorry Again

She Reached Out For Me

Erica: I'm Fine

???: Damn Are You Sure Your Okay? OMG She's Pregnant Cyn

Cyn: I Didn't Even Notice. Do You Want T-

Erica: Look I Do- SHITTT NOOO

Cyn: OMG What's Wrong? Are Yo-

Stella: Look Down Dumbass Her Water Just Broke * Pointing Toward The Ground*

Erica:.................................