Once In A Lifetime

☯ Chapter Sixty Nine

Cyn POV

I Didn't Mean For This To Happen And Send Her Off Edge. Me Being Single For So Long, Has Me Where I Do Everything On My Own And I Am Not On My Own Anymore. My Family Comes First And I Failed To Realize That My Unborn Child Could Have Died. Lord I Don't Erica To Divorce Me Over This. This Is New To Me Too. I Sit In A Corner With My Legs In Criss Cross Applesauce And Just Findle With My Ring.

Cyn: Please God Save Us Before Its Too Early. My Wife Is Practically My Everything And I Can't Lose Her Twice Due To My Ignorance. I Know Messed Up Big Time. I Can't Have A Wife Without Wife Present.

I Breakdown In My Own Misery. I Try To Erica Calm As Possible But After She Fucked Up Raul, Her Family, Killed Lisa Baby, Almost Hit Her Mother, And Drop Kick Me Ekiene Is Capable Of Anything. She Is The Devil Himself And Don't What Is In Her Way. I Love Erica But She Is Dangerous And This Was Supposed To Be A Good Day. What If She Comes Home And Take The Kids With Her?

I Hear Little Foot Steps And Quickly Wiped My Tears. She Can't See Me Like This.

Mimi: Mommy * Yawning*

She Walks Up To Me As She Rubs Her Eyes And Comes Sits On My Lap. Mimi Starts To Put Her Hand On My Shirt And I Know What Time It Is.

Mimi: Mommy My Monkey Itchy An' I Durstie( Thristy) * Pulling On My Shirt

Cyn: You Have To Get A Bath Before You Get The Crabs And Then You Get Something To Drink

Mommy: Mommy Can I Bath Wif( With) You * She Mumbles As She Lay On My Boobs*

Cyn: Yes Baby Girl

I Get Up With Her But I Feel Old. Like Sit Down And Sometimes Can't Get Up But This Time I Did With Mimi In My Arms. I Put Her On My Hip And Make Our Way To The Bathroom To Make Our Water. Now I See How Erica Felt When She Had To Function Both Kids While I Worked. Its Hard Work

Mimi: What Time Is It?

Cyn: I Don't Know Baby. My Phone Is Dead

Mimi: Wook At Ya Hand Mommy. You Got Watch

Cyn: Why You Gotta Be So Smart?

Mimi: I Yike( Like) Cool( School) An' King Batch Be Bom( Bomb)

She Stay Watching That Funny Running Lil Man. King Just Looks At Him Funny. I Would Too. He Runs Like He Has No Bones In His Ankles But He iight. I Get Some Pjs For Them Out The Clean Clothes Basket I Haven't Folded And One Of Erica's Over Tees For Me. It Still Smells Like Her. Mimi Put It On Some Pop Shit Before She Steps In The Tub And I Put King Into His Tub As He Sleeps. I Don't Even Care What The Hell Playing But The Kids Picks Up My Bad Mojo If I Am Sad.

Mimi: Mommy...Mama Gone Gan( Again) * Tearing Up*

Cyn: No Baby Girl...She'll Be Back Before We Leave For Our Big Vacation

Mimi: Otay Mommy* Climbing Into My Lap* Why Not Taye( Take) Off Da( The) Bad Make Up. You Ugly Mommy...Mommies Ar( Are) Pettty(Pretty) Not Ugly

She Is Right For A Two Year Old. I Feel Ugly And Fat But Erica Keeps Telling Me I Am Beautiful

Cyn: Mommy Gotta Wait For It To Come Off On Its Own And Then I'll Be Pretty Again. Are You Still Thristy Baby?

Mimi: * She Nods* Mommy Do You Mat( Make) It Wain( Rain) In Bateen( Between) Dem(Them) Thuda( Thunder) Thighs

I Swear She Needs A New A Baby Sister That Isn't Albee Or Stella....Maybe Rachel.

Cyn: Baby No I Don't * Laughing*

I Sit Her In A Comfortable Position And She Latches On To My Nipple. Its Rare Now Days When She Wants Breast Milk Since She Finally Started Drinking 2% Milk. It Hurts When Her Or King First Starts To Latch But It Soon Sub Side. Erica Just Doesn't Drink Mine Like I Used To Drank Hers All The Time. I Wash Her Down As She Drinks Away And King Wakes Up Hungry Since He's Been Sleep For A Good A Minute

Cyn: I Got You Lil Man * Carefully Grabbing Him By One Arm*

I Got Him Situated And Latched On. Mimi Got All She Wanted And Lets Go. She Was The First One Out And Extremely Sleepy. King Is Wide Awake. I Finished The Food Erica Was Cooking And Fed Them Already. Once Me And King Was Clean, I Just Left Them In A Pull Up And Diaper As Always. They Play With Each Other And To Themselves While Watching Little Einsteins. I Couldn't Help But Cry Because Erica Would Cuddle Up With Me In The Middle Of Night And Turn My Work Hour To Little Einstein Hour When King Was Just Born.

# Flashback Begin

Cyn: Hey Wassup * Tucking Her Hair Behind Her Ear* Its Two In The Morning And You Are Still Awake. You Good Ma?

Erica: Why Did You Start Picking Me Up Out Of The Bed Only To Be Under You?

Cyn: Um...Well I Can Hear You Always Tossing And Turning In Bed If King Isn't In Your Arms, Your Warm, Soft, And I Like Playing Your Hair. I Know You Don't Sleep Cause I Am Starting To See Bags Under Your Eyes So With You In My Arms And King I'll Be Your Humming Angel That Helps You Sleep Cause He's Gets More Than You. Do You Feel Uncomfortable * Unwrapping My Arms From Around Her*

Erica: Noooo...I Mean I Feel Um...

Cyn: * Wrapping My Arms Back Around Her* You Feel Safe And Loved

#Flashback Over

I Miss Those Nights Sometimes And Once She Almost Got Me With A Knife. Our Second Day Was Amazing And That Was Our First Picture Taken As A Couple

Mimi Is Knocked Out In The Play Pin And King Is On Top Of Her Sleep Good Too. I Put A Thick Blanket Over Them And Shut Everything Off.

Cyn: Baby I Hope You Okay. God Please Bring Her Back Home * Mumbling To Myself As I Kiss The Necklace And Our Picture*

I Can't Live With The Thought Of Her Being Hurt And Not Seeing Her Smile

Will Erica Forgive Cyn For Actions? Will Cyn Do Things Different Now? Its 7 Against 1 In The Next Update....Huggybear In Hell Already..Vote And Comment What You Think 👇👇👇