Life Has Never Been Good For Me Nor The Odds Is Ever In My Favor. I Have Been Stomped On Like Trash And Treated Like Shit. Everything Is Too Good To Be True Until One Night....
I Know People Are Probably Mad For Me Leaving But It Was Only For This. I Had To Leave To Learn To Love Myself And Life In General. I Want To An Island And It Was Peaceful And Calm. They Helped Me Make This Happen For Us. Its Kind Of Like A Rehab For Yourself And Confidence.
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Now As For Cyn Being Pregnant, I Asked A Professional To Insert Sperm In One Of The Dildos. I Just Wanted To See And Hope That It Would Make It. Thank God It Made It This Far. I Miss My Kids And They Have Gotten So Much Bigger. I Was Setting Up This Because I Wanted To Show Cyn I Am Not A Scared Little Bitch. I Want To Make Her Dreams Come True Too And Now Its Time For Me To Take Care Of Her. She Looks Beyond Beautiful And Got Me Teary Eyed.
Cyn: * Crying* Erica
Erica: Yes Its Me Baby * Wiping My Tears*
Jazmina: MAMA! * Jumping Out Of Cyn's Arms*
Erica: Oh Shit! * Catching Her* Mimi Baby Don't Ever Do That Again * Holding Her Tight Against Me*
Jazmina: No Bye Bye Mama* Wrapping Her Arms Around My Neck*
Erica: Mama No More Bye Bye * Rubbing Her Back As I Look At Cyn* Wanna Leave Now? * Holding Out My Hand*
She Shook Her Head No And Grabbed My Hand. She Looks Amazing Pregnant And I Know I Want To Be With This Woman For The Rest Of My Life. I Bend Down And Take Off Her Shoes.
Erica: I Want You Comfortable. I Want You To Go First My Lady And You Are Beautiful. * Grabbing King* But I Want You To Look At The Screen Behind You First.
She Turns Around And I Give The Kids To Ma Jen...Well King And Wrap My Around Her As The Playback Starts.
I Start Crying As Soon As It Started Because That Was Always My Unanswered Question And Now I Know That She's The One. I Want Her To Know That And Now With Another Baby With King Still Crawling Around That I'm Here.
Cyn: * Crying* Thank God My Make Up Is Water Proof* Laughing*
Jazmina: Mommy Not Cwy ( Cry) * Reaching For Her*
Cyn: Mommy Is Just Happy Tank Butt * Getting Her*
Erica: And I Also Have This For You As An Apology For Not Being There For You For A Long Time And For Almost Ruining Our Lives. I Am Better And Stronger Than Ever. Cyn Will You Be My Wife And A Kick Ass Mother Still? * Getting Down On One Knee*
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