Renesmee's Story (A Twilight Fan Fiction) *BEING EDITED*

Chapter 2- part 1

I cannot believe I am listening into their conversation. Well . . . I guess dad invades my privacy every day by listening into my thoughts, so this is not as bad.

"What did you tell her?" I hear dad ask mum.

"I told her to speak to Jake, it's not our place to tell her about his imprint."

Imprint? He's imprinted on someone, that . . . that means it's too late. I know what an imprint is because Jake told me Sam imprinted on Emily. It's the same as loving someone but individuals in the pack imprint on one person and they would do anything for them and only them. It's like their one true love. I feel heartbroken and I now know that this is more than just a petty teenage crush, I love him. I do not realise I am walking backwards, backing away from the kitchen, until I bump into a corner unit and a vase falls to the floor with a loud thump, smashing in the process.

"Honey . . ." mum begins, walking towards me but I bolt upstairs to my room, silent tears already escaping my eyes as I open and close my bedroom door. I slide down against my bedroom door, lifting my legs to my chest and rest my head on my knees. I feel tears streaming down my face. I love Jake so much and the fact that he has imprinted on someone means I will never be with him. I keep crying until I feel like I couldn't any longer. It is now pitch black outside and I am starving, however I do not want to go downstairs as that means I will have to face mum and dad. I hear my phone go off, alerting me to a text message. I lean forwards enough to pull my phone from the back pocket of my jeans. I click on the message. It's from Jake.

'Hey Nes, how'd it go with your parents?'

Reading his message results in fresh tears. I attempt to write a response five times before deciding against it. I stand up, walking over to my bedside table to place my phone down. I pull my quilt back and get into bed, my head in my pillow just wanting to sleep. Thank goodness I can sleep, thanks to being only half vamp.

I wish I was my mum with the source field because dad can't read her mind. I think it's invading your privacy, it's wrong. I try to stop thinking about that but the only other thing I can think about is Jake. How will I pass time without him? He's my dearest friend but I can't see him after knowing this. I just can't.

I know I will not be able to stop thinking about Jake, so decide I should stay at the Cullen's house. Where Alice and the others live. I walk over to my closest and check in my full length mirror to see if any of my make-up smudged. Nope, it looks perfect, as always. I open my closest door and grab an outfit for tomorrow, pyjamas, underwear and some other things I might need and shove them into my backpack. The back-pack is pretty big because I use it when I stay at Gramps. I know I can just run back if I forget something but Gramps prefers if my visits are 'as human as possible'; he still finds it a bit weird about the whole vampire thing but I' m okay with that. He's my Grandpa and I love him so I cherish every minute I get to spend with him. I zip up my bag after I finish putting everything in it and walk out of my room, closing the door behind me. I walk downstairs into the living room where I know mum and dad are. When I get downstairs mum and dad both look up at me.

"What's the bag for Nessie?" Mum askes me. She didn't know what I was thinking because dad can't hear my thoughts when we're on different floors in the house.

"I've decided to spend the night at the Cullen's place." I know we are Cullen's too but mum, dad and I always refer to the house where Carlisle and the others live as 'the Cullen's house'.

"You sure you don't want to talk about anything?" mum asks me, obviously knowing that I overheard them talking. I look at dad and he looks at me.

'Let me go, please. I'll be fine and you guys can just come over tomorrow to visit and I'll come home. You know it's only like a minute or two to run from here running as fast as I can, please,' I say to dad through my thoughts.

Dad remains silent for a minute before replying. "If it's okay with your mother it's fine by me." Mum looks at dad and he nods. Yes! If he says yes mum will too. Dad gives me a stern look without mum seeing and I decide to be careful with what I think about for now.

"Okay, just remember we're only two minutes away."

"More than that but yeah, for us we are only two minutes away," dad says smiling. I roll my eyes while I leave the living room and head out the front. As soon as I shut the door behind me I begin running as fast as I can with my backpack on my back.

At least my thoughts are now safe. Alice can see the future with Jasper controlling emotions but they can't get into my head. I smile to myself at that thought. Now what to do about Jake, I don't know but I do know that I have to distant myself from him a bit or I'll go insane. I love him and there's nothing I can do. When I get to the Cullen's place Alice is waiting out front. I was ready for this because I knew that she would've seen me coming with her power, or dad would have called, one or the other. I run right up to her and jump into her. She greets me with open arms and gives me a massive hug. "Hey sweetie, are you okay?"