Renesmee's Story (A Twilight Fan Fiction) *BEING EDITED*

Chapter 2- part 2

I step out of Alice's arms. "Yeah, I'm sorry but can I stay here?" I ask.

Although I have always loved staying at the Cullen's home, gossiping and such with Alice and Rosalie in particular, it is definitely needed tonight. Whether I talk things out with them or not I will decide later, I have yet to think that far ahead, but just being able to talk freely, without being concerned about who is inside my bed, definitely makes me feel more at ease.

"Of course! Who would I be if I didn't let my favourite niece have a sleepover with me! Even though I won't be sleeping," she says, smiling whilst giving me a quick wink. I laugh, I know they all don't sleep. I could stay up as late as I want as I don't need an awful lot of sleep, however I feel that tonight I will be welcoming sleep with open arms to stop thinking about all of this.

"I'm sorry, I know you would've seen what happened just then. I just had to get out of there to think without dad being inside my head."

"That's fine, I know the feeling I did live with him before you were born and then you all moved into that place. It's gets annoying but you learn how to think of other things around him to hide your thoughts but something always slips out," she says, empathetically.

"Mhm," I murmur. I know it's not my dad's fault. He has even told me he tries to block out people's thoughts and only focus on conversation and reality. However he said it is hard sometimes, as he will think someone is talking but really it's their thoughts.

"Anyway, do you want to see the others?" Alice asks, trying to lighten the mood.

"Yeah!" We both walk into the house and into the massive family room with the rest of my family. They all get up to give me a hug. Of course Alice already told them what she saw but she wouldn't know the reason I didn't want dad to hear my thoughts. She wouldn't be aware that I didn't want to think about Jake around my dad. Her visions show people's actions, not the intent and thoughts behind those actions. Also, anything about the wolves is blocked with her so she can't see it, thank god. At least I know my private time with Jake is indeed private and someone isn't getting a peep show. The only peep show someone being able to gain is if I think about it around my father.

"Hi Nessie, how is everything at home?" Esme asks. I stay here a lot but I guess she can sense something is up. All of them are always nice to me and I couldn't ask for a better family. Carlisle and Esme are my grandparents but they say just call them Esme and Carlisle because they are only 23 in human years so it's a bit weird. Charlie likes calling me Gramps because he is and he is old so he fits the Grandpa role.

"Hi Esme, and yeah I'm alright. Just needed to get out of the house to think, you know, dad always hearing my thought and stuff. . . How are you?" I ask as I hug her, trying to change the subject.

"Yeah I'm good," she replies with a smile. Next was Carlisle. He gives me a hug while smiling at me.

"Hi Nessie," he said, smiling. I seriously don't get why my name is actually Renesmee. I know it's a cross between Rene and Esme but everyone calls me Nessie.

"Hi Carlisle." Carlisle lets go of me. Everyone else gives me a hug and said their pleasantries. Last but not least is Emmett and he picks me up off my feet and spins me around.

"Hi kiddo!" he says loudly.

"Hi Emmett, know you to act like a kid." Everyone laughs at that and he spins me faster. "Put me down!" I say through my laughter. Everyone's laughing and smiling. I wish my parents were like this. I'm happy to think whatever I please now that dad can't hear me. They never have fun with me like Emmett and the others; they're too busy giving me orders. Emmett puts me down whilst we're both still laughing.

"Thank you," I say. If I was human I think I would feel sick right now. "Do you always have to do that when I come over?"

"Yeah, it's fun," he says after he stops, laughing at my comment. Emmett and I always muck around and I do like hanging out with him. I don't know anyone my age but I guess he fills the role, being the immature man child he is.

"Come on, I'll put your things in the spare room," she says.

The spare room was my dad's room, but now they have a double bed in there for me as I still sleep. I don't need long amounts of sleep, probably could even go without it for a few days, but I still feel much more refreshed post-sleep, the same as after I drink blood. I guess I don't need sleep as much as a human, nor blood as much as a vamp, but I still need them to some extent to have my full strength and capacity, both physically and mentally.

"I'll come with you two," Rosalie says before we begin heading upstairs.

"What about me?" Emmett asks, faking to be hurt.

"Sorry, girls only. And last time I checked, you're not a girl." I say with a massive grin on my face. Alice and Rosalie laugh and we begin heading upstairs to dad's old room first, to place my things away.