Once we have dropped my stuff in dad's old room, I sit on the edge of the bed, throwing myself back so I am laying on the bed. I look up at the ceiling, not knowing what to think nor what to say to them. Do I want to vent? Or do I leave it and act as though I am okay and just try to have a fun night, to distract myself?
Alice and Rose join me on either side, sitting on the bed initially as I did before falling onto their backs. I feel their eyes on me for a moment. I sigh, feeling like I do want to vent.
"So . . ." I begin, knowing they are both waiting for this. "Guessing I should just cut to the chase and explain why I'm here?" I ask, before giving a quick laugh that turns into a cough. Well, awkward.
"I think so," Alice says, turning to rest on her elbows so she can face me. I sigh and sit up, crossing my legs whilst remaining seated on the bed. Rose sits up also.
"So, what's up?" Rose asks. "Alice told us what she saw with you talking to Bells and Edward," she adds.
Out of everyone I probably tell Jake the most. Apart from my feelings for him I probably tell him everything if I am going to be truly honest to myself. But secondary to him, I do tell Alice and Rosalie a lot. I trust them immensely, they have proven that by keeping things from mum and dad about how I feel. Obviously important things they cannot keep from my parents but anything important I would not want them to.
"I wanted to get out of the house to think, without dad being in my head all the time. I am sure and know you both understand that," I say, resulting in 'mhm's' of agreement.
Am I seriously going to tell them everything? I know mum and dad will know eventually sooner or later anyway, and I do want to vent. "It's about Jake . . ." I begin. They both look at me expectantly, waiting for me to continue. "He has always been my B.F.F, outside of family ties of course," I quickly add, to not upset anyone. They give understanding smiles, waiting. "But as of the last . . . year, I'd say . . . yeah, over the last year. I have developed much stronger feelings for Jake." I stop, seeing Alice with a wide grin as she shares a look with Rose, clasping her hands together almost excited? What did I say? "What?"
"I'm sorry, keep going. I just have thought for a while you have," she pauses as I gape at her in shock. "Oh come on! I have seen how you look at him, I thought everyone had," she glances at Rose who supports Alice's comment with a brief nod. "See?"
"Has Jake realised?!" I ask shocked and worried, wondering if Jake has spoken to anyone. Alice and Rose both shake their heads.
"Of course the man involved has not realised," Alice says. I sigh in relief.
"Well of course in his predicament he doesn't notice," Rose laughs. Alice slaps her arm. "What did I say?" Rose says, rubbing her arm as Alice hit her at full force.
Alice rolls her eyes. "Sorry Nes, go on."
"What was I – oh right. So I care about Jake, a hell of a lot more than a friend. But when I told mum tonight she said I had to talk to Jake and then walked off to talk to dad. I overheard them say something about Jake having an imprint on sometime," I finish, feeling and sounding completely and utterly disappointed.
I see Alice and Rose share another look. "What? Does everyone seriously know something I do not?" I ask.
"Nes, you need to talk to Jake," Rose says. Alice nods and gets out her phone, her fingers working over the screen of her iPhone at a mile a minute.
"What are you doing?" I ask Alice.
"Messaging Jake to pick you up here to go for a walk and talk. I am not having my number one niece walking around at night by herself but he can meet you here. We happily wait up to be here to talk if you need afterwards. But you will feel so-" he drags out the 'o' sound "better once you have spoken to him."
"How? When he has imprinted? That's like a one true love in a lifetime thing. How is talking to him going to help?" I ask.
"Trust us, and done. Jake has already responded. He is on patrol tonight apparently so he is in the area. He won't be long," Alice chimes, giving me a smile.
"But how will it be okay? Unless . . ." I trail off. No. Surely not. Alice and Rose did not seemed shocked at all. Could it be possible that he has imprinted . . . on me? How could I have not seen it if he had? I think of Jake's and my relationship, how close we are.
Oh my – I flush. He has always been there for me, through everything with my family, every day almost throughout my almost seven years. He has been my family, a friend, a companion. Someone who has been there for me through my better and worse days. I feel frustrated that I hadn't realised it sooner. Why didn't he tell me? I wouldn't have had to hide my feelings this past year. But of course, he wanted me to have whatever relationship I chose to have with him, I am positive and certain that he did not want me to feel forced into anything. Oh, my sweet Jacob.
"Nes?" Rose asks.
"Rose we can't say anything."
"But if she figures it out . . ." Rose trials off, almost prompting me.
"It's me, isn't it? He's imprinted on me."
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