Chapter 7- Part 3

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After the babble in my head stops I hear the flow of water from a distance. A stream? River? No, it's a waterfall. The waterfall Jake and I went to. Before I can stop myself I get up and start heading towards the relaxing sound of the flowing water. I know I'm angry at Jake but this place, even though we've came here once, is our place and I guess -as I'm not ready to go home just yet- I can stay here the night. I'm walking into the opening when something in the bottom of the waterfall catches my eye. I cannot see what it is; only a shadow of it behind the waterfall. My curiosity gets the better of me and I walk over to the figure. When I get about half way through the opening I stop because I realise it's a person and it can only be one person. I cannot smell him, probably because the wind is going in the other direction but I do not need to smell him to know. I feel like walking away but I know that I have to speak to him, sooner or later so want to get it over with. I also want to speak to him now before my emotions change about today; at the moment I am fresh with anger and I know the longer I wait, that flame will disappear and I want him to know how I feel.

"Jacob!" I yell out as I walk to the edge of the round area of water at the end of the waterfall. "How could you do that to me? You just sat there!"

"I knew you would come here sooner or later," he says while walking over to me but staying in the water. He is in arms reach. I can smell him, the wolf. No, I cannot let him do this to me. He has to know how I felt in there.

"How could you do that to me?" I ask again because I really want to know why he just sat there.

"Do what?"

"You have got to be kidding me. You don't think you did anything wrong back in there?" I feel the anger starting to go away and is slowing being replaced by hurt. It hurt having Jake by my side and him not saying anything. I think he doesn't get how hurt I actually am because my body is frozen and cannot display emotions as I did when human. It doesn't mean I don't have feelings though.

"You just sat beside me, being silent, as dad had a go at me for the Volturi coming when they aren't even here yet. How could you sit there? You're a wolf, it's as much your fault as it is mine."

"Nes," he says, reaching out for my hand that is at my side. I lift my arm away from Jake's. He reaches out to pull me to him but I grab his arms before he even touches me.

"Don't." He drops his arms.

"I didn't say anything because you were there, you should've been there when you left," he says.

"What?"

"It got pretty nasty, I don't think I'll be welcome there any time soon."

"Wait, what? What did you do?"

"Your dad was saying how immature and irresponsible you were for allowing that to happen and-"

"You were there too!"

"Let me finish. He kept going on and Alice said that it wasn't your fault. Of course your mum said your dad was right but she said how you didn't know and stuff . . . and . . . well, lets just say I probably won't 'pop around' for a little while."

"What did you do?" I ask, hoping that he didn't make things worse.

"It was my turn to snap. I told him enough is enough and that you didn't know and that I was there too and I didn't smell anyone. Then he said I should have been paying attention. . .-"

"What did you say back?"

"I said well if he had given you some breathing room you probably would be more careful as he would've let you go a bit rather than keeping you away from the world. Then your mum said it's not their fault and I said it was and then they started on me and that's when I decided to leave. We are very much alike, you and me," he says to me. "But after I have had my say, I know when to leave and not keep going. You'll learn it too."

"But now I'll cop it when I get home," I say, after sighing in frustration.

"Probably, but they'll calm down. I have known them for a while, Nes, and they didn't mean one word what they said in there. They probably think you should have payed more attention but they are angry because they are worried about you."

"Why?"

"Because of the Volturi, because I'm involved this time Alice cannot see everything so she cannot see how this is going to turn out."

"Well that's my plans gone," I say, sadly. Jake looks at me confused so I elaborate. "No one will even remember next week because of all of this."

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