Renesmee's Story (A Twilight Fan Fiction) *BEING EDITED*

Chapter 6- Part 2

He laughs. "I guess so."

I look at him and smile.

He is so gorgeous! He's always so nice to me and have taken care of me since I was born, he's seen and done things I can't even remember him doing. He loves me through and through. Loves me for all my faults, my perfections, everything.

I begin to think of other things, other things I cannot give Jake that a human can. What if he wants children? A family of his own? I cannot give him that. I might have been able to being half vampire, half human but I cannot give him that now. He can never have a normal life with me. Yeah sure, he's a werewolf but he can age if he wants, he can have a family and move forward. I'm stuck in time and with me Jake can never move forward. With me he cannot-

"What are you thinking about?" Jake asks breaking me out of my thoughts. He has a sincere smile but I think he asked because my face expression has changed.

"I can't give you things that humans can," I say, surprisingly neutral. I thought I would be hardly audible.

"What? What do you mean?" he asks, confused.

"I can't give you things a human can. Don't you want a family? Kids? Grandchildren? To move forward with life how we're suppose to?"

"Nes, I want to be with you," he says, while reaching out his hand to hold mine. He squeezes my hand.

"But I can't do any of that. You don't understand. You do not have a future with me. I'm stuck in place, never moving forward. Frozen in time. Watching everything around me change. People grow up, have children of their own, grandchildren of their own. They go to University, go through jobs, experience all of the joys of life that I will never understand. I will never know how that feels. I will never know how it feels to hold your own child in your arms for the first time. Experience their birthdays and growing up. Mum and dad were lucky to have me before she became a vampire or they wouldn't have ever known how that feels either. You love me due to an imprint but what if that didn't happen? What if you killed me that night? You wouldn't know me. You would have imprinted on someone else and you would have one day had children and experience all of that. I cannot give you any of that. I-"

"Renesmee Carlie Cullen," Jake says, interrupting me in the middle of my rant. I look at him waiting for him to continue.

"I understand completely. The one who doesn't understand is you. I do have a future with you because my future wouldn't be worth living if you weren't in it. I love you, not because of the imprint, just because of who you are. I love you for you. I love your personality, even though you can be a bit difficult at times.I love you for your laugh, I love the way you bite your bottom lip when you are nervous about something or when something is bothering you. I love hanging around with you. I love you for just who you are, not because of an imprint. And Renesmee I have told you this before, an imprint happens once in a werewolf's life. I'm so glad I didn't but if I did kill you that night, I wouldn't have imprinted atall. Me seeing you that night was fate, fate that shows me that my life is with you and with you only. And you know if I keep changing into a werewolf regularly I will not age, I can stay with you forever."

"But I-"

"No buts, that's it. It's simple, Nes. I understand that with you I cannot have kids but to tell you the truth I havn't ever planned on having children anyway. Even if I did, my life wouldn't be complete without you in it. This is my choice, and I choose to stay with you. If you'll let me."

I have no words to say, my mind has gone blank. I have no arguments left which is a first. He chooses me. He chooses to stay with me even though he knows that I cannot give him much. His love for me goes much further than anything I have ever heard of before. How can I return such powerful love? I know I love him, I do with all my heart, but his imprint happened before I could even speak, before I even had a personality of my own, how can I return that? How can I show him how much I love him like how he has already shown his love to me?

His words spark something in me. I understand what an imprint is already, I have for a long time now, I knew that he loved me for everything I am. But I still wasn't convinced. I knew he loved me but in my life there is always a catch. I thought that there would be some black hole in this love. Everything in my life has a glitch or some sort of issue so I guess I was just expecting one to catch up with me about mine and Jake's relationship. Something always goes wrong with everything I do, something always wrecks what I have. Until now I guess I have been trying to find it before it caught up with me. I am finished arguing with Jake about this, about us being together, because he will have the same response every time so why waste the time arguing. There is no point trying to find a glitch when there clearly isn't one.

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