Teen Wolf Imagines

Derek

Imagine for bambam9909 

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You were friend's with Scott and Stiles and you also knew Derek, even though you barely talked to each other you always had this feeling towards him and he was also nice to you even if sometimes according to others nice wasn't the best word to describe him, at first you thought you only found him nice but as time started to pass you realized you felt something more and especially when Jennifer appeared, you didn't wanted to but you felt jealous of her, because well he liked her and he didn't liked you. You never told anyone about your secret love for Derek and you didn't exactly wanted someone to find out, they wouldn't understand. You weren't a werewolf, you were part of human team with Stiles ahah but you were into everything that was going on in that world. 

Even though you didn't wanted anyone to know about your let's say, crush for Derek, you knew Allison and Lydia had a clue about it, it was kinda easy to understand. 

After everything that happened with Jennifer neither of you heard from Derek in a long time, he was probably still trying to process things, everyone was trying to adapt to a new life after all, you just had a really big urge to  look for Derek but he probably just needed to be alone. 

School kept going as the usual and you kept listening them talking about what happened and how Scott didn't heard from Derek in ages and it was really getting on your nerves, you make a decision and you decide to go to Derek's apartment, you don't tell anyway because you know how Scott would go saying "oh Amber it's not a good idea, he needs time to be alone" and keeps going but you go anyway, you were tired of hearing them complain about the fact no one had a clue about Derek, he didn't wanted to be found and Scott and Isaac went to his apartment a few times and he wasn't there and you actually think yourself why would you go there just to find an empty place, but for some reason you felt the urge to go. 

You were leaving when you hear Isaac calling you.

- Hey Amber, we are getting together later as usual, are you joining us today? 

- Ah no, I have a few things to do and I'm late, thanks anyway. - You reply going away.

They had this thing lately in always getting together after school, Isaac, Scott, Stiles, Lydia and Allison, sometimes Danny and the twins. You usually go too, sometimes is to study others just to talk about the supernatural, but today you had something else in mind. 

You get home and you change clothes and you go to his house, you get there and you knock but no one answers, you wonder if he was actually there but you just had the feeling so you knock once more, you get no answer so you just slide the door and get inside, it seems empty but after looking around you spot him right there, sitting on the stairs. 

- What do you want Amber? - He says with a sad and angry voice.

- Just checking on you. 

You get no reply from here and you decide to get closer, it was slighty dark there but you could see him just fine. 

- You know you should had at least told us you were here and ok, everyone has been sick worried about you. 

Once again he doesn't replies and you just stay there waiting for him to say something, you wanted to say more but you also didn't wanted to be annoying. 

- Amber, please, you should go. - He avoids looking right into your eyes. 

And you have no idea how or why but you say it without even thinking twice.

- Derek I love you. Just let me be here for you, please.

He gets his head up looking to you and you could see his eyes getting filled with tears but he holds them back, he stays in silence for a while until he gets up holding you by your arms

- You have no idea what you are saying, please Amber you should go, you don't love me.

You didn't let him go and you kept looking to him wanting him to keep holding you like that.

- I know it must be hard for you to actually believe someone loves you but I don't know Derek but I can't get you out of my mind ever since I saw you, if you please gave me a chance. 

- Amber, I, I can't. You are still in high school, you don't deserve someone like you.

- Yes I do, you are better than you think and you just need someone to help you realize that, please give me a chance, high school will soon be over.

He lets go and sits with his hands on his head, you could feel that he likes you too, he was just afraid, afraid of making another mistake, he suffered too much with Jennifer but you could help him and you know it and deep down he knows it too.

- You are too young Amber, you will get hurt. I can't always protect you. 

- Then bite me. You did to Isaac, Boyd, Erica.... 

- Yes and both Erica and Boyd are dead. 

- That wasn't your fault Derek and you know it, look Isaac is alive, It is not your fault Derek understand that. 

- Then why does it feels like it is?

You get closer to him and you go on your knees to be more or less as the same height and you kiss him, you weren't even thinking and you kiss like you wanted to do in such a long time ago, he holds you with his strong arms and he kisses you back and you just knew he also liked you. He's not sure he wants to do it but you just want to make sure he doesn't regrets it, you weren't Jennifer or even Paige, you were different and you wanted to make sure Derek knew that.

The next day you tell Scott and Isaac about your visit to Derek and tell them about the fact you like him, this time they actually give advices to Derek how you are the right person for him and he will be a lucky guy and happy for once.

The all discuss if it's ok to change you or not, and they agree it's only Derek's decision and of course yours. They leave and you stay alone with Derek, he was afraid but he does it, he gives you the bite. 

 - Is it healing yet? - He asks, you could see how scared he was but thank god it starts to heal and you get so glad to see the relief on his face.

He gets closer to you and kisses you and you knew this time it was going to last.