Stiles pushed Allison onto her bed as she giggled looking up into his eyes. Quickly, she grabbed his shirt and pulled him on top of her, getting as close as she possibly could to him. Her legs wrapped around his waist as he grazed his lips along her neck slowly. A soft moan came out of her mouth and it made him grin and even more eager to push his lips to hers. So, once their lips met, he let out a moan and they slowly tangled their tongues together. Allison didn’t hesitate to grab his shirt and pull it off before running her hands down his bare chest. Both of them began to giggle and then they went right back to kissing. Stiles slowly took her shirt off and glided his tongue up her neck back to her lips. This time he didn’t kiss her, his lips were centimeters from hers and she growled like she needed more. Grabbing his neck, Allison pulled his lips to her and kissed him roughly, using her teeth to pull his bottom lip back. Their hips moved in sync, back and forth and it was obvious that they were both eager to –
Stop it Scott! Suddenly, I was back, standing outside confronting the love of my life for cheating on me with my best friend. As if it couldn’t get any worse, she wouldn’t even give me an answer. She didn’t even respect me enough to tell me what she had done was true. She just stood there in silence, her back facing me. I needed to see her face, look into her eyes when she told me. I needed an answer. I needed to know if she had slept with my best friend and most importantly… I needed to know why. God dammit why wouldn’t she just tell me? That was it, I couldn’t take this silence anymore.
“Look at me!” I growled.
Finally, Allison turned to me and just seeing her face hurt more than anything before. I could tell by her look that it was true. Guilt was all over her face and I couldn’t take it. I had to make sure… maybe I was wrong. Maybe Chris lied to me. Maybe there was still a purpose for my life. I couldn’t lose Allison… not now. What was I supposed to do without her?!
“Is it true?” I managed to choke out.
“Yes.” She whispered and my heart almost stopped. I felt like crying but I couldn’t, I couldn’t even breathe. She had slept with him and now… God, I didn’t even know what would happen. My whole body felt weak, numb, and I sunk to the ground slowly. I didn’t understand how they could do this to me. What had I done that had been so wrong? What made me deserve this? Was it beating up Romeo? Killing those men? Had I not reminded Allison how much I loved her enough? WHAT DID I DO?! I was reminded of the text I had sent Stiles and it felt like someone took a dagger to my heart. Maybe if I wouldn’t have been such an idiot none of it would have happened. If I had just helped her that night at the fair. Or even after that, if I had told her the truth or just gotten over it and focused on her instead of me, maybe then this wouldn’t have happened. I just needed an answer.
“Why?” I spit out.
“Scott…” No, I didn’t want her apologies or for her to try to fix it… I just needed to know why. Did she understand that?
“Allison. I need to know why.” If I knew then I could try to let her go.
“I can’t Scott I-“ She was starting to cry. Was it really that hard to explain why she had slept with my so called brother? No, I wasn’t angry with her. I just needed to know what I had done wrong and why this was happening to me. I thought that I was good for her. I thought that she loved me like I loved her.
“Please.”
“It was easy. No pressure. But I don’t love him Scott I love you-“ I knew Allison and she wouldn’t just sleep with someone that she didn’t love. She’s not that type of girl. Well… at least I thought I knew her. I didn’t know anything at that point.
“But you could.”
“What?” She asks and I look up into her eyes. She needed to know that I was serious.
“You could love Stiles. You could fall in love with him. It wouldn’t be hard.” Wasn’t it obvious how perfect Stiles was anyways? He was funny, attractive, sweet, caring, and they had something in common that I could never share with Allison.
“But Scott I-“ No more explanations.
“Allison. You wouldn’t have done what you did with Stiles if you didn’t love him or were falling in love with him. I know you.” Or so I thought.
“Scott I didn’t-“ I look over to see Stiles opening his front door in his boxers which only made the situation ten times worse. I didn’t need a visual. I needed to go. I couldn’t take this anymore. He slept with her. She slept with him. My heart was broken and I couldn’t break down anymore in front of her. I knew deep down in my heart that even though it hurt more than anything I’d ever felt before… Stiles would make Allison happy and that was all that really mattered.
“I hope he makes you happy Allison. I really do.” The worst part was, I meant it. No matter how much I wanted to be angry with them, the pain was overriding all of my emotions and I had to deal with it.
“Scott please!” I heard Allison yell as I stood up and started to run away. I wasn’t even sure how my legs were able to function at this point. My mind was blank and I felt numb inside and out. As I turned the corner, I looked over to see her in his arms, pressed against his bare chest and a single tears ran down my cheek. I probably would have cried more but I had cried so much that day that I had run out of tears.
I had just lost everything that cared about and as I continued to run, my body finally gave out and I hit the ground instantly. My eyes began to close and as I lost consciousness, all I could think about was that everything I loved was now everything I lost.
