Allison and I made our way back into the hallway so she could go home while I saved Lydia. I started to guide her towards the hospital exit when she pulled me the other way.. Towards Stiles' room? What? Why would she.. I thought she was going him. I thought she was committed to me? Why was she doing this?
"You're going to stay here with him?"
She turned to look at me as I frowned.
"No love. I left my phone in his room so I'm going to go get it. Then I'm going to go home and put on my oldest most ugliest but comfiest pajamas I own and go to bed because it would make the guy that I love happy."
Oh thank god. She could probably see the relief on my face. I pulled her closer to me, wrapping my arms around her tightly. "Thank you" I whispered to her once again.
I thought she was going to stay with stiles and do god knows what. Maybe she would even try to get him to remember by kissing him or something. I couldn't trust them to be alone. I hated that but I just couldn't. Not after what happened. How could I?
My thoughts are interrupted by the sound of Allison whining in pain. When I look over, she's on the ground. What even?
"You okay??" I kneeled down next to her.
"Where are your werewolf reflexes when I need them?" She laughed and I shook my head slightly.
"My mind was somewhere else. I'm sorry. Let me see." Quickly, I picked her up bridal style before she could protest.
"Scott put me down!" When she giggled i couldn't help but grin. It's the most adorable sound in the world. When she's happy I can't help but feel the same way, it's contagious. I looked down and shook my head. No way was I letting her go.
"I barely twisted it! I can walk dummy!" Whatever. She totally loved it.
"You're so clumsy."
When we finally reached his room, I set Allison down. We went together into the room. Mostly because I didn't want to leave her side now that things were finally going well. Also because I didn't fully trust her.
In a few minutes, we were walking out of the hospital when she stopped. Oh god what now?!
"What?! What's wrong??"
She laughed "Oh nothing my boyfriend is paranoid... I stopped because I realized I don't have my car with me."
"Ohh.. Shit. I had borrowed my mom's car and was supposed to leave it here so that she could get home."
"Don't worry. I'll walk." She was joking right? God Allison was going crazy. What would make her think I would let that happen? No way. Not a chance.
"As if id let you walk alone." My arms move around her waist.
"Because you love me or because you think I'm incapable of walking a few blocks without something bad happening?" Her head rests against my shoulder.
"Because I love you." I press my lips to the top of her head gently, smiling at the familiar phrase.
As we walk to my house, I constantly hear the sound of Allison playing with her locket. Something is on her mind. I'm trying to keep all bad thoughts out of mine right now. Who knows what is going to happen when I go to save Lydia. I at least want these moments to be okay. It won't last much longer.
"What's wrong?"
"What do you mean?"
"The only time you click that locket is when you're worrying about something so spill." I was getting anxious.
"About you. Worrying about wether you'll come back tonight. And Lydia. And the fact that I lost it."
I stopped where we were which just happened to be in front of my house. My fingers move down her cheek slowly. I wish she wouldn't worry so much. It only makes me feel worse. I just want Allison to be happy.. and safe. She should be safe at my house tonight.
"Are you sure you'll be okay tonight? About tonight, I'll talk to my mom about getting your appointment with Dr. Holt," She groaned but I wouldn't have it. There's no talking me out of that one. Not after what happened. "No buts, you're going. And about me," I kisses her forehead gently. "I'll be fine. I promise. Remember what I said. As long as you were okay and safe, I will be okay and safe." Maybe I didn't totally believe it but that's okay. She didn't have to know that I was willing to die for lydia.
I kissed her then opened the door to my house. It's more comforting to me that she's at my house rather than her own. Something about it it's feels more safe and seems like she will feel that way too. Hopefully her father wouldn't mind.
"Please be safe." She whispered to me.
"I will. Don't worry. I love you." If these were going to be my last moments with the love of my life then I wanted them to be good. No fighting or worrying. Just us being happy and in love.
"Okay. B-" No.
Before she could finish, I pushed my lips to hers. I wasn't going to leave her without a kiss anyways. Her hands find my hair which I love. She knows I do. My hands roamed her back and we were kissing like we never would again. The scary part was, it might be true. I could die and that would be the last time we ever kissed.
I pulled away and leaned my forehead against hers. "No goodbyes. We will see each other soon. Okay?"
"Yeah." Her voice cracked. So much for being happy.
I turned slowly, walking away from the love of my life for possibly the last time ever.
