Demi Lovato: Calm

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I hope this is okay, I've been working on it all day. I tried to change my style of writing but I feel like I fell flat towards the end but I still like it.

(E/C) = Eye Colour
(Y/N) = Your Name
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The room was filled with laughter, soft music and the voices of the people who occupied the large space around you. But you only cared about one of those voices, the one that belonged to the beautiful woman currently immersed in a conversation with one of her producers. The sound of her laugh drifted over to you and filled your ears, a smile instantly appeared on your face, probably the first smile since you walked in. You watched as she used her hands to explain her point, only to miss their presence in your hands. You could no longer take the quiet space around you and decided to seek that familiar warmth that clears your head. You stood up and made your way over to the woman, taking her hand in yours, lacing your fingers with hers. You instantly felt a wave of calm spread from your fingers to the corners of your heart. Your eyes make their journey from the fingers, up her arm, across her collarbone and up to her glowing face. Your (E/C) eyes connect with warm brown, leaving you breathless. Her face softens as she recognises the familiar presence,.

The producer watches the interaction and smiles, excusing himself to mingle with the others within the room. She looks down at your lips and back up to your eyes, asking for permission. You give her a small nod and she leans in, placing her soft lips onto yours. When she pulled back, she revealed her gorgeous smile while she studied your face. The smile slowly disappeared as she saw right through your facade. She gave your hand a squeeze and walked you over to a quiet area. You were back where you started, away from the others, in a quiet area where your thoughts had the opportunity to become louder as you retreated back into your mind. The feeling of eyes on you brought you out of your thoughts as you focused your eyes on the woman in front of you. To the world she was Demi Lovato, international super star. But to you she was the woman that likes to wake you up with kisses, the woman that likes to squeeze your ass on the daily, the woman that whispers sweet nothings in your ear as you sleep. She was cherished by the world but to you she was your world, your space, your own little galaxy.

"What's wrong baby?" Her soft voice filled the space as she rubbed your hand with her thumb

"Nothing, I'm just not feeling very well"

"Is it your anxiety?" Her voice was laced with worry, knowing how you can get when your anxiety hits

"Demi, I'm fine, honestly" You tried your best to hide it, you didn't want to ruin the day, especially when it was supposed be all about her. Demi just released her new album and this was her party to celebrate this achievement and here you were making it about you. You can add feeling guilty to the list of emotions flowing through you.

"(Y/N), please just tell me how bad it is, on a scale from 1-10, where are you?" Her eyes urging you to tell her

"7" You simply reply, avoiding eye contact. Knowing that if you look up, you will be faced with a concerned Demi and you just couldn't take the disappointment.

"What would you like to do?" Demi knows that control is something you need in this kind of situation, something she has picked up on over the months of your relationship.

"I want to stay, I want to be able to do this" You looked up at her, trying your best to keep this new confidence that you've found

"You can do this baby, I'm right here if you need me" Demi placed a small kiss on your temple, followed by another small kiss on your nose, followed by a final kiss on your lips. You giggle at how cute she is and wrap your arms around her. For a moment the room filled with loud noises and hundreds of people seemed to disappear. All that mattered was the two of you and your steady heart beats. You pulled back and took a deep breathe, mentally preparing yourself for the rest of the night.

"Can I stay with you? I just need to hold your hand" Demi looked at you, completely confused by your questions, she then raised a perfectly shaped eyebrow

"You're my girlfriend, you have complete permission to do that at any time, you don't need to ask" She stood up and held out her hand, patiently waiting for you to take it. You slowly placed your hand in hers and she pulled you up into another embrace.

"I will never let go" She whispers in your ear, sending chills down your spine. Demi then gives your hand a reassuring squeeze before giving you a chaste kiss.

Her attention was then pulled to a man and woman standing in the middle of the room. They had big smiles on their faces and were indicating for us to come over. You gave Demi a nod before you two walked over to the couple. Demi started talking first, losing herself in the conversation. You honestly couldn't hear a thing they were saying, instead you focused on your breathing, making sure that whatever was going in, was certainly coming back out. You look around the room, noticing the crowd that has surrounded you and Demi. Your heart starts to pound, your eyes darting around the circle, looking for a clear exit. When you couldn't find one, you started to nervously tap your foot, making your body slightly move with each tap. This conversation must have been highly interesting because more people decided to join in. You couldn't tell if it was actually happening or it was just your anxiety. You closed your eyes trying to regain your composure but when you opened them, you were suddenly light headed. You hand tightened around Demi's and you placed your head on her shoulder, searching for an anchor. Demi placed a small kiss on your head and placed her free hand on your cheek, slowly rubbing her thumb against the skin. You sighed at the touch and closed your eyes, waiting for the ride to be over.

You made it through the night and went home with the girl of your dreams. You both changed into your pyjamas and snuggled in bed. You shared intimate kisses and loving words until your eyes closed and you blissfully fell asleep.

"I love you (Y/N), more than words can describe" Demi places a kiss on your lips and smiles wide as you cuddled closer to her, a smile forming on your face as well.

It's amazing how a single touch can calm you down, how a simple kiss can make you feel whole. It's amazing how one girl can change your life and help you grow. As long as you have her by your side, you know that everything's going to be fine.

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