Jack had woke up in the middle of the night again. Yawning, he rolled over and reached his arm out, half expecting the usual warm blob of his boyfriend to be there. Instead, he sighed to himself when his arm just hit the other side of the bed. Jack sat up, rubbing the sleep from his eyes as he checked the time. It had just passed 1AM and yet Mark was still editing. Jack wasn't surprised though, some nights now, Mark wouldn't come to bed at all, instead staying up all night to edit or record. Jack longed for the times where Mark used to crawl into bed at the same time he would, and they'd fall asleep tangled up together, Jack's head on his boyfriends chest, falling asleep to the steady beat of his heart. But that never happened anymore, because as Mark got more and more subscribers,he worked harder and harder for them. Jack understood this, of course he did, it just hurt to almost not have a boyfriend because of it. Everything was complicated between them now, with Mark being too afraid to tell everyone about them, and then seeing Jack so rarely that if almost felt like there wasn't a "them" anymore.
Jack stretched and climbed out of bed, walking out of his room and over to his boyfriends recording area.
"Mark? Are you still awake?" He asked "please markimoo, come to bed already!"
"I just need to get the last video edited, then I will clover" his boyfriend replied, his eyes still glued to his screen
, "Mark...." Jack sighed, looking down "what happened to us?"
Mark turned in his chair to face his boyfriend
"What do you mean, nothing's changed."
Jack shook his head "no Mark, something has definitely changed. We used to be inseparable and now... Now we're barely together. You act like you hate the ship in front of your fans, you barely get any sleep." Jack rubbed his eyes, trying to hide the tears that we're starting to form "and I just don't understand... D-did I do something wrong?"
Mark stood up quickly, walking over to Jack and wrapping his arms around him tightly. "No, no you didn't. I'm so sorry I made you feel like this." He wiped the tears out of his boyfriends eyes "I love you, and I always will. I'm sorry I don't show that much anymore. I'm a terrible boyfriend aren't I" Mark sighed
"N-no, it's fine" Jack replied "I just wish things were like they used to be, y'know? When we spent the night curled up together, and we played up the ship like the fans. I wish things were simple again"
Mark nodded "yeah, I know" he reached down and locked Jack's fingers with his own "so let's stop complicating things then"
Jack smiled and rested his head on Mark's shoulder "it's not that easy though, is it?"
Mark smiled, leaning down and kissing the top of his boyfriends head" who cares? It's worth doing anyway"
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Septiplier one shots ^_^
Fiksi PenggemarHey, I write this pairing a lot, and I figured I may as well have a book to write them in, since most of them are like 1 chapter.