Thinking

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(I need to stop writing at 1am don't I)

"Jack?" Mark asked, poking his head up through the door to the roof  "what are you doing up here? It's like 12 at night!"
The closest thing to a response mark got was a quiet "sorry" muttered from the curled up man. Mark sighed and climbed out, walking over to sit with him.
"Ok, what's up" he said
"It's nothing mark" jack started but mark cut him off
"No, if it's bothering you. It is something"
"Seriously, it's.. It's a dumb worry"
"About what?" Mark smiled "I'm here to listen "
Jack sighed "it's just... I've been thinking about... Everything recently, and I realised, How much would really change if I didn't exist? Nothing would be all that different."
"Jack don't say that. You don't realise how much would be different without you!"
"Mark, like what! The fans would give up quickly enough, you guys have each other. Hell, it's so rare I see my own family now, THEY wouldn't notice!"
"Jack that's bullshit and you know it"
"Mark no it's not!" Jack shouted angrily and turned to face mark, who had tears in his eyes

"You really think you mean that little to the world" mark asked, his voice shaking "do you know what would happen if you just disappeared? I would kill myself jack." Mark looked deep into his eyes and sighed "I couldn't do this alone! You're the only person I've ever met who makes me feel like this. I need you jack"
"Do I really mean that much to you? Jack whispered "I- I never realised..." He shuffled closer to mark and immediately felt the other mans arms wrap around him "you mean so much to me. Never EVER forget that"
"Mark.." Jack buried his face into marks neck, and Mark hugged him tightly "don't think like that. Matt and Ryan would miss you so much, and you know the fans would go crazy without you."Mark rubbed jacks back gently, feeling the younger man crying quietly against him "and your parents would notice. Of course they would. You're a little ray of sunshine to so many people" mark carefully moved jacks head so he could look at him "never forget that"
Jack sniffled and cuddled in again
"Thanks Marki"
"Anytime jack"
Mark sighed sadly and continued to stroke his back "anytime"

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