A quick word

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Ok, so this isn't a chapter, I just had something I wanted to say.

I've said before that wattpad, that everyone reading my fanfictions, has raised my self esteem hugely, but I just wanted to say a little more about that first. I was pretty heavily bullied up until about two years ago, and as anyone who's been bullied will know, it really does start to destroy your confidence. I believed everything they told me, I was the kid who nodded and agreed when they called me worthless, and I was the kid who started to wonder how much better off everyone would be without me. But I started writing, and yeah encouragement from family/teachers sort of helped, but it wasn't until I posted on here and got positive feedback, from people who had never met me and had no reason to lie to me, that I really started to take pride in my writing and tell myself I had something to be proud of. This site is the reason I can look in the mirror and tell myself I'm worth something after all the times I told myself i was nothing. But this isn't the main reason I wanted to talk about this

The thing is I know I had it easy compared to the people who feel so much worse, the people who actually do cut and feel like suicide is the only way out, and I'm NOT going to pretend I didn't. But I watch too many story things on YouTube, and when I was watching one with a depression storyline (I can't remember the name, if I remember I'll link) one of the comments was someone saying how useless they were, and how they weren't at all individual. I know it's rich coming from me, but please please please, if ANY of you feel even the tiniest bit worthless, know you're lying to yourself. You are worth more than you'll ever know, you DO have something to set you aside, because no one looks/sounds/acts exactly the way you do. If you feel like there's no reason to keep going, I swear to you there is. Don't think for a second no one would care if you were gone, because of course someone would, think about your family, friends, or even your favourite teacher if you're still in school. There's someone who would care a hell of a lot without you, never doubt that. I hate seeing people feel like this, when I know what it's like, so even if I don't know you personally, know that I care if you're here or not, because at the end of it all, you're human, and you deserve to be happy and you deserve to be told that you're worth so much. Please, never doubt that.

Sorry, I know this has nothing to do with septiplier, but I really wanted to say this

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