Dominance [H.S]

CHAPTER 57

Samantha's POV

I had been keeping an eye out for Alex all night, just In case he was walking over at mine and Harry's table. I can't believe that he's engaged to Amy, and I bet she's not having a single clue about his past with me.

"Is everything alright?" Harry asked as he gently put his hand onto my thigh.

I moved my gaze that I had pasted out into the crowd to Harry's green orbs. "Yeah"

"You're quite off, is this about that Alex dude?"

I shrugged "I'm just scared that he will tell Amy about what we did together"

Harry arched a brow "and what did you two do together more exactly?"

"It doesn't matter, I was young and heartbroken after some fights with lucas. I found some comfort in him" I said with a loose shrug.

Harry didn't seemed that pleased with my answer.

"What kind of comfort?"

I arched a brow again "are you serious?"

"What?" He said, but I knew he knew exactly what I meant.

"We screwed, a lot"

Harry nodded "was he better than me?" He smirked.

I shook my head "our sex is more passionate and rough, exciting to be more exactly" I placed my eyes onto Alex "mine and Alex's sex was soft, sweet and fun"

"I prefer rough"

I looked back at him and took a sip from my wine "I know, that's why I love you"

Harry smiled as he gently took a sip from his wine as well.

"I'll grab some dessert, you want some?" I asked.

"I know exactly what I want"

"And?" I asked as I watched his pink lips bend up into a mysterious smile.

"You"

"If that was a way to get me in bed later you failed" I giggled as I stood up from my chair.

"baby, you can't resist me"

"Yeah?"

He smirked as he gently put his hands on the inside of my thigh, gently stroking his hand upwards. A small shiver went through my body and goosebumps appeared onto my arms. He knows exactly where he has me. I'm his. Only.

I stopped his hand and looked around if someone saw us.

"Don't" I whispered.

He smiled. Very proudly. "Be quick"

I nodded as I made my way over towards the dessert table. It was filled with all kind of sweets, cakes and cupcakes in different colours.

I grabbed a coffee cake for Harry, and a small cinnamon cupcake with whipped cream for me. As I was about to return to mine and Harry's table I felt a hand onto my shoulder. I turned around and met a pair of blue eyes.

Alex.

"Can I talk to you for a sec?"  He asked gently.

I nodded and placed my plate onto the table and followed him into the kitchen.

He closed the door and looked at me.

"Wow, I can't believe that it's actually you"

"Please just tell me what you wanted to say"

He arched a brow "I have a feeling that you don't want to talk to me?"

I rolled my eyes "look, we haven't talked for ages and you almost ruined my relationship"

He held up his hands in defence "slow down here, it was you who hooked up with me. You said that you and lucas had a break, don't blame me on this"

"But still, you knew lucas"

"So? It's not like we hanged out or something"

I shook my head "just tell me what you wanted to say, I need to get back to my boyfriend"

"Ah, that rich dude?"

I nodded.

"I just want to tell you that I'm telling Amy tonight. About what we did"

My heart started to beat faster as his words left his mouth.

"No, you can't"

"Why?"

"Amy won't understand, just forget what happened okay?" I begged.

"Sam I-" he said as he gently pulled his hand through his hair.

"What?" I asked.

"I loved you"

I frowned as a small laugh left my lips "right"

"I'm serious"

My hilarious smile faded out into a small line. Shit.

"We were only hooking up for like a week?"

"I know, but you stole my heart"

"Do you still-" I took a small breath.

He nodded.

"But you're marrying Amy?" I said as I swung out with my arms.

He nodded "I do love Amy, but I love you more. I didn't just let you go Sam, it hurt me like hell when you got back with lucas and now, with that rich guy, I-"

"No" "j-just shut up"

He just looked at me.

"You're getting married to Amy and that's it, what we had was nothing but a small hookup between two sad and horny persons"

"It's not that easy for me to forget"

I placed my head into my hands. Why is he making this so difficult.

"Just forget it okay? I love Harry, more than anything. What we had was just a small chapter in our life's, you're marrying Amy and you two are having a child. Grow some balls and be a man. Don't let your feelings for me stop you from being a husband and a father, you're going to have a happy life Alex, don't ruin that for someone you can't have"

I could see the disappointment in his eyes as he gently looked down at his hands. He knew that I was right.

"So, let's go back to the party" I said but Alex stopped me.

"Just tell me, did you ever love me back?"

I swallowed hard as my eyes met his "no"

He nodded and let go of my arm. I walked outside and grabbed my plate with the dessert. My stomach hurts after the conversation with Alex. Especially after my lie. I did love him. But I can't ruin this for Amy. I'm done ruining things. And I'm absolutely not telling Harry about it, if hell didn't break loose before it will do now.

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